When self-esteem runs low

All these 3 photos taken in 2008 showed something: I was full of confident of myself.

NOT now.

I cant even find a picture of me taking photo with confident

I cant even answer a tutorial question during tutorial class. Talking to lecturer? I dare not even open my mouth in fronta them

Thats me in transition.

I became quiet, i fooled around to cover how lowly I looked at myself now.

I miss the cocky look of mine, the cocky smile of mine

I miss the old Tay Zi Li.

The one that full of confident, willing to accept any challenge, and thinks himself is a genius :P :P

Or at least, half of the old me?