Saturday, May 31, 2008

this the 1st time i updated my blog twice a day?
somehow i find here can be the safest place to express, sometimes, not everytime.
just came back from law dinner, held in Sime Darby Convention Centre. i actually dunno the exact way to go there, from NKVE. i usually took LDP.hehe. Should i thank Rain? thank you lar=p i was so happy when i directed frens to reach there!
the law dinner was okay, better than what i ve expected. a few hours of entertainment was really good.
wanted to do my WC now, but . . . . .
hey i feel so much better when i said it out!haha. thank you.
2mr must be productive. i must finish the 1st part of WC. its a promise to myself.

Friday, May 30, 2008

i remembered the 1st time when people praised about my ability to act was in Standard 3. i told my teacher that if i want to compete in the competition in mediacorp, i can easily get the champion without any difficulty. My teacher actually agreed. Yes, that was me in primary school. Confident and arrogant.
My talent to act continued in Form 2. I acted as William Hung is a drama for MP. For me, acting comes naturally. The drama i directed in Form 4 still become my pride and passion.
I was wrong. To know that i cant even hide it when i supposed to, i failed completely.
The calmness was missing. The joy, too, was missing.
The smiley face was so fake.
I would be kicked out in the preliminary round if im entering into the acting competition.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Its unfair. Different standard.
Its just like being cheated.
I cant believe it.
How could it?
Fine, maybe im the one dunno the rules.

WC is killing me.
i read read read
think think think
still nothing.

somehow i hope to see you.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008


Tuesday, May 27, 2008

things had been extremely calm for the past week, i mean emotionally.
i basically stuck in my room for most of the time. either watching conan, study, reading cases or listening songs.
like i said, i love to work. busy keeps me happy.
i will have my mooting tomorrow. i hope it will be fine.
i dun like been replaced/ substituted. this is not i should get after all.
im not when you want you call me, when you dont want you dump me.
im always 1st team, dont put me to the bench and expect me to score when you are losing.
im suppose to be in the 1st 11, bringing you the victory since the beginning.
since you put me in the bench, please let me leave.
thank you.
i dont like been changed.
im changed
and i have change too.
it's over

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Finally i passed up my criminal assessed work 2day. i somehow not dare to print out the paper in the library 2day. after all the efforts put in, i still feel that there is something missing, to tink of it carries 20% of my final marks, its really scary.
anyway, at least it has passed. now gotta work for the moot next week. i know it will be a good training for us , the future lawyers, but i think it come at the wrong time. writing credit is knocking the door, and its a subject. i have to prioritize on it=s

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

im tired. really tired. i can feel the pressure.
good thing for me usually, keep myself busy
overwork not that nice though.
im overcoming everything, now.
next week? i shall think next week.
writing credit prevails over mooting
man prevails over destiny
went to parliament=p i'll be there one day again, different status

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

7th of May, time flies. many tutorials and assignment and moot and writing credit coming up. gotta be busy. so this post is just to make sure that i ll at least have some entries in May. trust me, i ll be really busy=p
Flamini gone. I always think that he would stayed as he is guarenteed a first team place. Wish him at the best in the future as he had done a great job this season. Its time for Diaby and Denilson to step up.
Going back Muar again this weekend again as Mothers Day is on this weekend. Cant wait for another futsal match
Hope everything works for me this week. All the best to myself
Pic of today : Looking forward in different way.

Monday, May 5, 2008