Saturday, May 22, 2010

I miss:

1. The day when I felt dead tired and lied on the sofa. Our 2nd day :(
2. The day when the girl forego beautiful dress and went for sporty T-shirt.
3. The day when you stopped me from watching football so that we can concentrate talking

The day that I post this post, is the day i determine to put all these behind me.

On the other note, I just realised that...........

too many clouds covered the brightness of the sun.

Jay Chou once sang: I was sad not because I didnt get the award.
ZiLi now sang: I was quiet not because I was sad, I was just: nothing to say. :)
Show Luo once sang: I tell jokes to cover my sadness.
ZiLi now sang: I tell jokers not because I like to, because I know perhaps, I can bring a lil laughter to the ones around me :)

You know what, i really cant bear myself to watch any wedding ceremony. I really cant.

Monday, May 10, 2010

time flies, it really does.
1 year passed just like that.
i remembered in dear john, the lead actress said: just 14 days (2 weeks) of happiness is enough to cover the pain for 1 year.
I thank for having good memory, because i dont have many photos to remind me of what happened. but my heart remembers, it does. and i like to play it from beginning until the last kiss over and over again whenever i do miss you. its plain beautiful.
Like Jerry Yan's song - 1 metre. we are far away from each other - soul-ly.
I remember the tattoo, oh, I dont even have to remember it. It pierced in my heart.
And like Yoga's lies, when I walk along the street with lesser and lesser people, I realised: I missed the pain that you gave me.
Like Jay Chou's + Fang Wei San said: if breakup is the beginning of pain and sadness, then before it ends, I would like to love again.
so here's the 3 songs that i mentioned:
do listen to them though the 2nd one i bet you all had :)

Jerry Yan: 1 metre

Jay Chou: gui ji

p/s: I miss scoring goal, or should i say: the celebration after scoring goal. :(

Monday, May 3, 2010



Sunday, May 2, 2010

Angmoh: you have a f****** good left foot.
I: ..... *smiles back shyly*

That is the best compliment i can get here in the UK, and perhaps the best compliment i received for a few years? :)
Even though it may sound nothing or casual, I do feel so happy with the compliment! !
I am naturally right footed, and now, I am fleet footed.
Sometimes, I dont even know which foot to use.
Just as i thought my short and uncolourful football "career" might come to the end, that showed me a glimpse of hunger and a glimpse of hope.
Perhaps .. perhaps, I am not so useless on the pitch after all :) :)

p/s: I have to thank oh yawdog for that tackle that injured my right ankle in form4, which forced me to start using my left foot :)