My weakness

"You plan everything way ahead. Sometimes u can just let the things go, without planning it. Because if you planned it and failed it, you'll upset. thats not good"
Thats roughly what she meant. yes, im saying Crystal Gan! it was only last year i realised it. i shouldnt plan things too much. somethings must be planned, some are not. i thought i woke up. Sorry Crystal, i made the same mistake again. I should not have planned so much for this. It didnt work out. And i m upset. deeply.
Maybe thats what Cikgu Alina said when i was in Form 5 " kamu cakap boleh, buat tak baleh. Tay ZiLi hanya tin kosong" and Penny Wong agreed, though she said its her first impression only. maybe they are right.
Im always proud of my post in Scout last time. Ketua Activity. I planned all the activities in scout. i left with only one regret, failing the Gunung redang thing. And today is the second time i had the same feeling when i handed my post to Dong Yean that time.
History does repeat itself.
Its proven.