i had a 2 and a half hours break yesterday.wanted to call kv to ask where is he, its been a long time since i last saw him,imagine, we r in the same college. ended up eating with classmates and played pool. they suggested to go to the ADP library, which is far better. i sensed that i shouldn't be going there( thats why i asked them to play pool).
indeed, i ended up hiding myself. i just look from far. i saw a happy face, smiling, talking to frens. there is one, no, two. or maybe more. seems like settling well. thinking not to disturb, i walked out the library. its hard to describe the feeling. the distance was so close, yet so far. i should be happy, at least that she is not alone, good.
im easily swayed by emotion. pull the trigger, blump. my friend was asking me whether i can be quiet for 10mins. i can quiet for the whole day. i always tink i m me when playing ball. or in my room.
i got 56 for my contract, surprisingly, i got the highest! joint highest, with kristine. haha, i never expected it. but see, 56 is the highest, its like just pass half the mark.haiz. i dun really happy though, m i peaking now? i always tink that i m sort of bell shaped people. if i reached the peak, i ll fall down soon. i rather i fail. like tort. then i ll have the determination to work for it. ok, had been wasting my time playing FM and reading blog. now its time for contract. u see, im not that lazy!haha