Regrets.

dun remember when s the last time i feel regret.
Regret over SPM?
yeah, maybe..afteral wat i got was wat i deserved.
recently, i regret over so many things in the time of 2 weeks i think
regret
now i know how much i hate this word
"wat if"
"wat if"
this 2 words keep cm into my mind.
ok, fine. i admit i lost.
please, those things that i not supposed to think
please leave me..

i remembered how many times i told my frens about my phrase
"my mind controls my action, not my heart"
well, after those incidents, i was wrong..
i m not strong enough to let solely on my mind to control my actions

please please
time
flies as fast as u can
then leave me alone..
i hate this type of feeling
i mean i hate

i wonder when i will learn the meaning of " immune"
hope soon.