ONS

I never hide the fact that how much i love my gang :)

Even though i never mention in front of them.

I just feel so proud, and so warm - to have you all in my life.

I have been doing well, i mean adapting well here.

and after 6months, and as I busy studying, pressure accummulates, I really miss you guys! :)

I miss the call from ChiaHui, and say: long ah, zhun bei yi xia. wo 10 mins dao ni jia.

I miss the time we had - i mean talking to him.

I miss Zhi Ang for always there for me when I need people to hear my rant.

and i really appreciate when I know whatever problems i face, i can go to them straight for their opinions, or just confide with.

I miss Neo too. as being someone as passionate as i in football, our futsal session never ends :)

I miss LeePoh as well even though we seldom "naked talk". I miss every moment when singing at your place!

I miss YeeKiat! perhaps you dont remember, but we had our tough moment during form4 camp, and thank godd both of us survived with such a lao lan patrol! and sincerely, I miss your joke!

I miss ang + william + zi khai! with you all around, laughter never ends!

I cant remember when s the last time that i laugh happily here.

crack some joke for me can?

I miss jinsiao as well! teasing him and bully him make my day!

I miss yawdog! without you, my comp got problem how?

I miss haojie! the 4 rubbishes of Wawasan wouldnt be formed, without you and Menghong!

I miss menghong as well! perhaps we dont talk as much as we expect to be, but somehow i feel so comfortable when i see you that time! the ONS s power?

Did i miss out anyone?

But i do miss everyone! :)

Hasnie Seafood, water polo at my place, football at big stadium.

every moment we spent, is a valuable diamond in our heart!

I have to calm down! :(

I have bad temper.

inherited from my dad i suppose.

I know since young mummy had been trying to control my temper.

I know until now, my temper is still bad, but I am trying my best to control it.

right now, i need something to let me beat! :@

I hope to shout loud loud.

I remember Henry's arrogant face when he scored a few seasons ago.

The best way to shut people up and to show your quality and frustration is: ACTION!

Exam's approaching sooner than I've expected.

I thought I'd have more time to prepare.

I know I cant screw this up. 1 Month to prepare everything.

I dont believe luck in exam - I believe in preparation.

If you get the questions that you want for exam, thats not luck

That's because you're smart enough to spot it.

my logic:P

so, i should really start spoting Questions now. XD

I always think about what I missed, and I think that was my driving force - never be satisfied with what I've done

from my idol - Thierry Henry :)

I'm still hungry for it. I need to get the results I want.

and hopefully, at the end of the day:

Shouting for Success!

Birthday Wish

My sister’s birthday is another 2 days to go. Everytime when her birthday is approaching, I will automatically start thinking of my birthday wish.

Perhaps I read too many story books, perhaps I am too unrealistic, but I do, always believe that:

BIRTHDAY WISH WILL COME TRUE

Since young, everytime my sis’s birthday coming, I will start to panic. What should I choose to wish on my birthday.

When I was 8: I hope I can grow taller. I want to be as tall as Kevin (one of the Backstreet Boys)

When I was 9: I hope I can “jump” PTS. My sole aim last time was to be better than my 3jie. Haha

When I was 10: I hope I can use my left hand + left leg equally as my right – so that I am a genius! J

When I was 11: I actually wish that my classmates and I all can end up in same school. That was impossible though, because I ended up in boys school.

When I was 12: I hope I can be like Beckham – I mean physically. :P hahahahah

When I was 13: I think this is the best wish I have made: I hope my family is always happy and there will be no conflict between family members

When I was 14: I hope I am as good as Thierry Henry – football is really my life!

When I was 15: I hope Tan Weiyi will like me. Hahaha. That is when my life started going downwards

When I was 16: I actually hope my Ketua Activity post can stay with me forever.

When I was 17: Another wish regard to my family: I hope my dad and mum can stay healthy and wait me to earn enough money for me to bring them travel around the world and stay in big big house!

When I was 18:

When I was 19:

I made the same dream for the past two years. The dream that will never come true: however I achieved part of the dream and the dream had left me, forever.

As I am happily think back of all the wishes I made, sadness creep in. I know I cannot afford to make the same wish again.

Tay Zi Li: make another wish, k?

And yes, I believe wishes will come true. J

I feel like a 2nd Wayne Bridge.

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/2831364/John-Terrys-affair-with-Wayne-Bridges-girl-Vanessa-Perroncel.html

i feel like Wayne Bridge.

i hope i am not.

just like the Imperial Mnite s drama, the indian gal said:

i want honesty, thats all i want :(

too many incidents happened and i cant digest it.

the moment when all his teammates supported him during the Chelsea match, i knew deep inside my heart, i miss ONS.

i suddenly feel i need their support.

and right now: i quote a Show Luo's lyric from Zi Wo Cui Mian.

the current humour that i presented to everyone, is just to cover sadness and my broken heart.

p/s: i really need to learn hypnotise myself. i need to Zi Wo Cui Mian!

Happy Birthday Delwyn! :)

I should blame you?

if not you, I wont feel empty in LL.B - cause i might think that it is normal once i m away from my hometown

if not you, I might think that walking alone, study alone is normal once i m away from my hometown.

BUT because of YOU,

Im like lacking hand in LL.B

A wonderful Pre-U afterall isnt that great huh?:P

You painted my Pre-U, and continue painting it with the limited time we spent together after that :)

I owe you a birthday present, i know :P

but i dont owe u a card now

proud mou coz you are the 1st person I write a post on for birthhday!! :P

dont say i treat sexy legs extra good liao

EQUALITY BETWEEN FFFRENS!

haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Its in English.

Human sucks. We like to talk about people, gossip, comment and complaint.

Whatever we see, its always something bad. And we dont like to keep it to ourselves, instead, we talk. We spread, we want to get approval from people on what we think.

She sucks; she s the reason behind the breakup; she is not a good girlfriend.

For once, I belongED to that category: the one that likes to comment.

That is how stupid we are: without knowing the whole story, without seeing the whole picture, we made conclusion.

I guess my science subjects' result because of this too: we dont carry out the experiment, we made conclusion once we see the question.

We dont look at the whole picture, whats unknown, we ignored.

Pathetically, that is how we are.

We did not care how the one got attacked from feel, we care for our pleasure, for our conversation.

We didnt realise people remain silent doesnt mean they dont disapprove what we said:

We, sadly, live in our own fantasy.

It was all when me myself experienced it, I've learnt.

I had that perception before even though I did not say it out,

and it proved to me it was a big slap right on my face.

I realised what happened on me, might well happen on other people.

For the victim, cheers, we know ourselves what we have done, and what we had.

For gossipers, continue living in your fantasy: comments, gossips. .

You're more pathetic.

Darling,
能做的不多，只能默默地
给你鼓励，希望你考得好
除了加油，我又能给你什么了
真的很想和你一起
在同一个考场

不停的希望
那晚就写了好这封鼓励的信
但现在当你在读着时
也已经考完了
其实我很怕
下星期就到我考完了
接着。 。 。
我心不想想太多
很珍惜那晚和你一起读书的时间
尽管我帮不上什么
希望精神上有吧

今晚会来吗？
到你陪我了吧。哈哈
我真的很想念你
心想想，星期六应该也看不到你了吧

好了时间刚刚好
我在一点四十分
你还没进考场前
祝你考试顺利！

From,
Your Dear