I miss:

1. The day when I felt dead tired and lied on the sofa. Our 2nd day :(

2. The day when the girl forego beautiful dress and went for sporty T-shirt.

3. The day when you stopped me from watching football so that we can concentrate talking

The day that I post this post, is the day i determine to put all these behind me.

On the other note, I just realised that...........

too many clouds covered the brightness of the sun.

Jay Chou once sang: I was sad not because I didnt get the award.

ZiLi now sang: I was quiet not because I was sad, I was just: nothing to say. :)

Show Luo once sang: I tell jokes to cover my sadness.

ZiLi now sang: I tell jokers not because I like to, because I know perhaps, I can bring a lil laughter to the ones around me :)

You know what, i really cant bear myself to watch any wedding ceremony. I really cant.

time flies, it really does.

1 year passed just like that.

i remembered in dear john, the lead actress said: just 14 days (2 weeks) of happiness is enough to cover the pain for 1 year.

I thank for having good memory, because i dont have many photos to remind me of what happened. but my heart remembers, it does. and i like to play it from beginning until the last kiss over and over again whenever i do miss you. its plain beautiful.

Like Jerry Yan's song - 1 metre. we are far away from each other - soul-ly.

I remember the tattoo, oh, I dont even have to remember it. It pierced in my heart.

And like Yoga's lies, when I walk along the street with lesser and lesser people, I realised: I missed the pain that you gave me.

Like Jay Chou's + Fang Wei San said: if breakup is the beginning of pain and sadness, then before it ends, I would like to love again.

so here's the 3 songs that i mentioned:

do listen to them though the 2nd one i bet you all had :)

Jerry Yan: 1 metre

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_Ldy7VeEHI

Jay Chou: gui ji

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7DXm29Tr7g

p/s: I miss scoring goal, or should i say: the celebration after scoring goal. :(

我不喜欢力不从心的感觉。

但当它来临时

我只能听天由命。

我的力量，我的能力毕竟有限，

笑一笑吧，我。

我，又再一次对自己说了谎。。。

Angmoh: you have a f****** good left foot.

I: ..... *smiles back shyly*

That is the best compliment i can get here in the UK, and perhaps the best compliment i received for a few years? :)

Even though it may sound nothing or casual, I do feel so happy with the compliment! !

I am naturally right footed, and now, I am fleet footed.

Sometimes, I dont even know which foot to use.

Just as i thought my short and uncolourful football "career" might come to the end, that showed me a glimpse of hunger and a glimpse of hope.

Perhaps .. perhaps, I am not so useless on the pitch after all :) :)

p/s: I have to thank oh yawdog for that tackle that injured my right ankle in form4, which forced me to start using my left foot :)