Who wanna act as a supporting role in the series?
Me? obviously no.
i want to be the main actor, the main one.
the one that story cannot goes on without me.
but i learned.
to be a supporting role in a series can be tougher than the main actor.
maybe no one will notice,
maybe no one will ever know.
but without a supporting role, the series cant be completed.
im learning.
to be a supporting role,
maybe no one notice.

sometimes when the series is not meant for me,
perhaps if i take up supporting role,
my contribution can be even more.

1st time

i was so happy!
i finally scored a direct header!!
wat a day!
the ball went out, i dashed into the area, william saw it. chip it, and i managed to glance the ball into the wrong side of keeper, top corner.
now think back, i thought i was celebrating like a baby!
haha. but i was really thrilled.
i scored once in KL, but the keeper got a hand to it
and i finally did it in Muar!
its really great to play futsal again.

i was somehow not in the mood, that brings me back to Muar.
and im happy!haha
comp broke down
cant update blog so often.

exams starting in 3weeks.
the mood was not there. i mean exam mood.
seems like i didnt study much throughout the year (6months) and
all of sudden, im finishing my 1st year.
comp broke down, in lib now.
how i hope i can upload my photos
my blog had been dull.
next time then.
then is always something to stop you in whatever u try to do.
face it.

it feels worst when u dunno what u r doing.
and i dunno what am i doing.
i try try try and keep trying
i wonder how come all joys and laughter creeping away from me
i start to ask myself, what i want actually
even myself cannot give the answer
its like a phantom
and i dunno what to do
now i must try to find an answer, the one that satisfies me.

i keep silent. thinking and thinking.
im somehow lost the track, i dunno where to go.
one day and one day, it still seems so unclear.
i just want to finish the work, as soon as possible.
and i realised its been a long time since i played futsal.
i just wan to play, now.
no, i cant