Life-long Gunners

2010-05-22T21:47:00.005+08:00

I miss:

1. The day when I felt dead tired and lied on the sofa. Our 2nd day :(

2. The day when the girl forego beautiful dress and went for sporty T-shirt.

3. The day when you stopped me from watching football so that we can concentrate talking

The day that I post this post, is the day i determine to put all these behind me.

On the other note, I just realised that...........

too many clouds covered the brightness of the sun.

Jay Chou once sang: I was sad not because I didnt get the award.

ZiLi now sang: I was quiet not because I was sad, I was just: nothing to say. :)

Show Luo once sang: I tell jokes to cover my sadness.

ZiLi now sang: I tell jokers not because I like to, because I know perhaps, I can bring a lil laughter to the ones around me :)

You know what, i really cant bear myself to watch any wedding ceremony. I really cant.

2010-05-10T06:19:00.002+08:00

time flies, it really does.

1 year passed just like that.

i remembered in dear john, the lead actress said: just 14 days (2 weeks) of happiness is enough to cover the pain for 1 year.

I thank for having good memory, because i dont have many photos to remind me of what happened. but my heart remembers, it does. and i like to play it from beginning until the last kiss over and over again whenever i do miss you. its plain beautiful.

Like Jerry Yan's song - 1 metre. we are far away from each other - soul-ly.

I remember the tattoo, oh, I dont even have to remember it. It pierced in my heart.

And like Yoga's lies, when I walk along the street with lesser and lesser people, I realised: I missed the pain that you gave me.

Like Jay Chou's + Fang Wei San said: if breakup is the beginning of pain and sadness, then before it ends, I would like to love again.

so here's the 3 songs that i mentioned:

do listen to them though the 2nd one i bet you all had :)

Jerry Yan: 1 metre

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_Ldy7VeEHI

Jay Chou: gui ji

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7DXm29Tr7g

p/s: I miss scoring goal, or should i say: the celebration after scoring goal. :(

2010-05-03T03:44:00.001+08:00

我不喜欢力不从心的感觉。

但当它来临时

我只能听天由命。

我的力量，我的能力毕竟有限，

笑一笑吧，我。

我，又再一次对自己说了谎。。。

2010-05-02T07:40:00.004+08:00

Angmoh: you have a f****** good left foot.

I: ..... *smiles back shyly*

That is the best compliment i can get here in the UK, and perhaps the best compliment i received for a few years? :)

Even though it may sound nothing or casual, I do feel so happy with the compliment! !

I am naturally right footed, and now, I am fleet footed.

Sometimes, I dont even know which foot to use.

Just as i thought my short and uncolourful football "career" might come to the end, that showed me a glimpse of hunger and a glimpse of hope.

Perhaps .. perhaps, I am not so useless on the pitch after all :) :)

p/s: I have to thank oh yawdog for that tackle that injured my right ankle in form4, which forced me to start using my left foot :)

2010-04-23T21:26:00.003+08:00

its been a year :(

how fast is that.

2010-04-20T00:58:00.001+08:00

Z: takkan whole life single

Z: now no feel

Z: ngam la, we go back, brother liao.

Z: ngam, we both kena break.

thats how sad the 2 leaders in 5 Wawasan in 2006.

2010-04-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

http://vimeo.com/10880169

I wonder if one day i will find the one.

Love is just simply fantastic! :)

thanks eric for giving me the idea of video-ing down the whole process!

2010-04-07T20:42:00.001+08:00

trust me, i am not a natural.

its proven time and time again.

even DB practiced more than anyone else

i should, as well :)

2010-03-31T03:37:00.003+08:00

Tey Kayvin = Teeko bin (hamsap face)

Zhi Ang = Zhiang gouniao, gounai, ma wang, ma hang, ji wang, zhiang gou zhu lang, zhiang nai ang, zhiang sipeh niao, shuang tou niao, zhi ang ma nai, zhiang ji nai

William = Ba Liang, Volume!

Neo = Pepe Neo, Neo Chin Cau

ChiaHui = kongmong, kapai

Jin Sheng = Chen ren xiao

Yonghaw = Bahua, Bohua, Ma Hua, Jiu Yong Hua

Yeekiat = Ng Yee Tat, Ng Kueh Tat, Huang Yi Da, Huang Guo Tat

Zi Khai = ziki!

Yaw Theng = Yaw Dog! Hu Yao Gou!

MengHong = Ah Fei, Fei Fei

Ang = Ji wai Ang, Zhu Gou bu ru ang

Eugene = you jin, ong lai

Eddy = eddy gong!

Haojie = hou ji, yo ji

yongsern = bird thong siao

You know, my memory hasnt been good. Write it down here, so when I go back, I wont forget how to call you all! :)

When self-esteem runs low

2010-03-30T00:50:00.005+08:00

All these 3 photos taken in 2008 showed something: I was full of confident of myself.

NOT now.

I cant even find a picture of me taking photo with confident

I cant even answer a tutorial question during tutorial class. Talking to lecturer? I dare not even open my mouth in fronta them

Thats me in transition.

I became quiet, i fooled around to cover how lowly I looked at myself now.

I miss the cocky look of mine, the cocky smile of mine

I miss the old Tay Zi Li.

The one that full of confident, willing to accept any challenge, and thinks himself is a genius :P :P

Or at least, half of the old me?

A sudden thought

2010-03-29T08:37:00.003+08:00

If the distance is too far, there is no way you can pull it close together.

Once I thought I might be superman, I mean as long as I work hard and fight for it, I will get it.

But. . . no no

There are too many things that I cant do.

I am turning 20, and I've just realised that.

I hope its not too late.

Tell me that its still not too late to wake up.

The journey goes on, and I have to follow up.

Too many things are out of my control

Perhaps I should just take a step back,

Fade-away jumper rather than driving layup shot? haha

I believe until I am old, I will still remember the awesome birthday party I had in Form5.

I couldnt even count how many people were there.

And for once, I felt that I was the luckiest person in the world.

ps: to ChiaHui (if you are reading this): can we do a joint party again next year? :) and I will remember Malaysia timing to wish you at 12am sharp. (Y). hopefully this time, Zhi Ang is slower abit again.hahhaha

Song of the day:

Wang LeeHom - Zai Mei Bian

For once, my DAD - not the real one - but Loh Yong Chin, the one that passes Ketua Activity post for me said this: Tay Zi Li, you damn chiolor can sing this. I wana learn as well.

Just to let you know: I always think that he is super chio.

so to get the compliment from him, means alot to me. haha :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fM-hihn4NLU

I WILL BE GOOD！

2010-03-28T05:17:00.003+08:00

I miss explaining everything to you.

from your blurry face, till your smile with satisfaction.

with what i thought was a sincere compliment: zho mo ni jiang li hai de?

to my shy smile back at you, and say: ni blur ba liao, bu shi wo li hai.

and you ll smile back, blurry again

I miss the days when you have questions, you will come to me straight.

you made me feel that i was needed, and i thought that was the reason why i existed in your life.

and now, its all gone.

A song that explains the current me:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=whzBqC0NWo8

Stephanie Sun - Wo Huai Nian de :)

2010-03-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

There is this saying that guys dont cry even if its bleeding.

bullshit.

Memang, we dont cry when its physically hurts

we cry when we are emotionally hurts.

Alexander Frei, I know you guys dunno who the heck is he, cried when he pulled his hamstring during World Cup. He didnt cry because of pain, he cried because he knows his world cup campaign is gone. he was emotionally sad.

Ryan Shawcross cried after the horrific tackle on Ramsay. Did he suffer any physical pain? again, NO! But he regretted of what he did, he was, too, emotionally "attacked"

Huang Yi Liang cried when he got the hong xin da jiang. I bet you all dunno him as well. He cried because he finally got the recognition from people for his hardwork all these years.

I never ashamed that I am actually a "crybaby"

so what?

You dont cry for 20 years and you cry once a week, is there any difference?

crying doesnt make you childish, it doesnt show you are weak either.

For me, as long as the tears are worth crying for, it is alright.

and the tears for the love, is priceless.

2010-03-25T01:13:00.001+08:00

its either they are extraordinary, i am normal.

or i am extraordinary, they are normal.

My Girl Friends :)

2010-03-23T02:42:00.022+08:00

I always believe that guys need close/good girl "buddy"

its like magnet. N attached with S. :)

Perhaps aku gianbu? but then i find it easier when i wana confide something, especially relationship stuffs with my GF. haha girl friends!:P

No need to intro much, as they are all as famous as me :P :P

Perhaps I am little known standing beside them.

but again, I just wana say: thanks all of them for always being there for me when i need them :)

To: the 2nd prettiest friend I have: *** Jessica Chiang a.k.a: Jessica Cilaka!

Well, I call her Bibica now, but thats not originated from me:P

She's a Banana, Im Chinese educated.

She finds football boring, Im addicted to football.

She's pretty, Im ugly

but somehow: we can talk! :)

its amazing.

I cant calculate how much time i've actually spent with her during my 3 year's "Subang life"

pergi pyramid, sunway's library, took bus together balik muar

and even: dabao food from Taylor's and send it to Sunway :P :P

talked on the phone almost 2hours to discuss on continuing ACCA

you nearly broke my record k? :P

You should be proud with this:

Everyone knows I hate to take taxi, i thought its a waste of $$

In March 2009, *beep beep* : eh miss me? dinner at pyramid?

And I thought it was long time we never met, so TAXI! to reach there faster :)

proud mou? btw, if you forgot where did we eat, it's teppanyaki.

and I drove my sis's car after that. remember le mou? :P

so without the one that motivates me to study, as you've already graduated, i cant seem to get going on my studies. you should've failed! :( hahahah

I choose this because: I wore the shirt that you made for me! :) and you actually look great :P

and her femme fatale: TingXin a.k.a: kekeke is another buddy! :P

I seriously think the amount of SMS i ve sent to you is like = or even more than my ex-es! :S:S

Again:

She's trendy, aku kampung

She's radical, aku old-fashioned

She's fun, aku dull.

I also dont know why boleh jadi kawan baik! haha

I was telling Kris and Penny that day (my classmates): the best present i ve ever received was from Kate. proud mou? to tell the truth, i wonder if i will ever receive a better present! :)

my bad habit inherited from you wei: reading SMS-es! :S:S

I remember even though last time i had so many tuitions, but only Bio is the one i look forward the most. because thats the only same tuition we had?

dont cry yeah :P :P

Kekeke, you're lucky! i got tonnes of ur ugly photos. xD

I assumed that she wore Arsenal on my farewell because she knew i like Arsenal. Dont tell me the real reason pls. haha

While TingXin is knowned as ang zang, her "latak" friend: JooKim a.k.a Juki is one of the longest girl friend that I've known

but this one cannot describe too much. later misunderstanding sial :P :P :P

you know why! :)

peng you qi, bu ke qi xD

Juki, sorry. that's the only pic i can find in my lappie that we took together! :) those days..

If Juki is the girl friend that i known for the longest, then second longest has got to be Katherine Kang a.k.a Kartini! :P :P

this is one of the nickname that i m proud of. because this nickname is famous sial! :P

We were very close while in Standard 6. I was.. erm, a lil too noisy? then zhang lao shi put me at the middle of all girls! :) Kartini unfriendly told me "qing ni bu yao tai cao"

not a good start to our friendship ha?

but who knows, after 2 weeks, my teacher actually regretted putting me with a bunch of girls! because i made them all noisy.

but if you say Kartini is quiet, you must be kidding.

She's the most talkative girl i ve ever met :P eh, that's a compliment. I believe she can communicate well with other as well. but its just comfortable talking to her.

those day while you me chaixian yiling gossiping everyday! :P Roy eh? hahahahhahahahhaha

my secondary 5 years was the 5 years she went missing in my life. and then surprisingly, we ended up in Taylor's together! :)

i really treasure the day when both of us sitting in fronta Taylor's front gate. It was night time and we were looking at the sky, reminiscing the past :)

i really treasure the long-lasting friendship.

your part will be the longest, you know why?

because you predicted that i will be the most successful person among ONS! :P :P :P hahahha.

no la, but i believe we can share everything.

more photos when i go back?

Ooops, this photo looks wrong. :P but this is the ONLY photo we have together. surprising! :P

While we were in taylors, or should i say when i go library, its either Kartini or my SAM buddy: Delwyn a.k.a De Yun! :P

Satu Kuantan, Satu Muar

Sama sama datang Subang

Apa apa pun tak faham

My SAM year was filled with joy, and this girl played a big part.

we seem to have this "muo qi" to know what the other s thinking! :)

thats hard to find.

I believed we are meant to be good friends, even though the more important people came in your life eh :P:P

I miss the rainy day when I teman you back to your place. perhaps i didnt express myself well, but you know when you need someone, i am always here :)

I believe the joy on my face when see you in INTI each time, explains how much i value you as my buddy! :)

de yun, i personally like this picture. so . :P

Friends dont have to talk too often, but when they do, its as if they are talking everyday! :)

this applies to our friendship wei!

and who's the creator of this phrase?

Priscilla Leow a.k.a Duaham!

You should be proud!

I ve known Juki for 11 years, Kartini for 9 years, Kekeke and Bibica for 6 years, and Delwyn for 3years ++

But you?!!! mere 2 years ++ and you are in this post.

dim? proud mou? XD

this is no joke but I actually said this duaham is the type of girl i like when X asked me like in law class, which girl is my type

well, that only explains that she s sporty! hard to find a girl as sporty as her wei

aku taekwondo black, dia karake kaki

aku suka badminton, dia badminton freak

another thing! aku benci club. dia pun sama!:P

and she always happened to be on the "right" place at the "right" time. haha

thats why initially it's sorta like i was "forced" to tell her secret sial :P

but i've gotta say thanks for jogging to morrisson (the place where we get our groceries), all the badminton sessions, travelling around, and etc. we have in UK.

i really appreciate you were there for me during that event :)

thanks. and being so far away from my family and O.N.S, at least I have a buddy to share my life with:)

p/s: we just had naked talk like 1hour ago?

Friends are easy to get.

Good Friends arnt.

I feel really blessed to have ONS and this "fantastic 6" girls in my life.

I know you all will be there for me whenever i need you

So do i!!

I may not have 3000++ friends in my friends list, but for me, the close to 30 close friends i have, are well and truly enough :)

p/s: bibica, invite me to ur blog? :P

2010-03-20T11:04:00.002+08:00

别人笑我太疯癫

我笑他人太模糊

他人说我不合群

我笑他人不识趣

Translation for Jessica? :P

Others laughed me too crazy (Orang ejek aku terlalu gila)

I laughed them being too blur (Aku ejek dia terlalu kabur)

Others laughed me not united (Orang ejek aku tak sama kumpulan)

I laughed them too dull (Aku ejek dia tak tahu benda!)

Thierry Henry v Arsenal

2010-03-19T20:25:00.003+08:00

in 2006 Champions League Final, Thierry Henry led Arsenal to face Barcelona. He didnt score, but how he tricked Puyol, how he carried the whole Arsenal attack all by his own, was deeply craved in my heart

my email address: th_zili@hotmail.com -the th in front, if you do not realise, it actually stands for

Thierry Henry - the initials of my idol!

my laptop wallpaper, is this:

Since I started watching football, Henry has always = Arsenal.

I watched how Wenger converted him from a left-winger to the deadliest striker in the world

I watched how he missed so many opportunity to score before he finally got his 1st goal for Arsenal

I watched how he scored his 100 EPL goal, how he got his 200 goals for arsenal.

I watched how he KISS HIGHBURY GOODBYE.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LuNVNky8UXg

I am not lying: but my tears just cant hold anymore.

just watch this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1_yJfnLGyY

people, if you say Rooney is the complete player or the best now, you must have not watch Thierry Henry played.

I remember his best season, 30 goals, 14 assists.

and Rooney is still no where near there in EPL.

I am not saying Rooney is not good, but with Thierry Henry at his prime, Rooney has to keep skin.

I said Messi is great. But has he won World Cup? No.

Duaham, you said Nasri s goal was superb, take a look at this 2 goals from Henry:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbASd5CU3H8

nasri's goal was against porto, this one is against the mighty MU! and the MU keeper was the best in the world that time.

if its not that impressive, look at this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUXKtf1rdaY

from one end to another end.

the thing is: Henry is the player that create history. our invincible season in 2004. 38 matches wihtout a defeat! :)

is Ian Wright better? NO! because:

1. henry score more goals

2. henry had a lot more assists than him

3. I am not meant to be biased, but Wright played when Dennis Bergkamp was in his prime as well. to play alongside the 2 times runners-up of FIFA world player of the year, make things easy

4. even Wright said: what Henry has done, its remarkable.

I was deeply influenced by him as well. i believed the day when he retired, and in another 10 years, when another striker brings the ball from left, cut in, and curl the ball towards the far post: the commentator would say: this is a Thierry Henry goal.

for me, each time if i score a goal like that, i would celebrate it greatly: its a tribute to my idol :)

Thierry Henry - the King of Highbury - the Legend of Arsenal

I never blamed him for leaving, but I couldnt bear if he scores against us.

The day is as gloomy as the end of the world.

the legacy of thierry henry, long lives in my heart!

ONS

2010-03-18T10:25:00.002+08:00

I never hide the fact that how much i love my gang :)

Even though i never mention in front of them.

I just feel so proud, and so warm - to have you all in my life.

I have been doing well, i mean adapting well here.

and after 6months, and as I busy studying, pressure accummulates, I really miss you guys! :)

I miss the call from ChiaHui, and say: long ah, zhun bei yi xia. wo 10 mins dao ni jia.

I miss the time we had - i mean talking to him.

I miss Zhi Ang for always there for me when I need people to hear my rant.

and i really appreciate when I know whatever problems i face, i can go to them straight for their opinions, or just confide with.

I miss Neo too. as being someone as passionate as i in football, our futsal session never ends :)

I miss LeePoh as well even though we seldom "naked talk". I miss every moment when singing at your place!

I miss YeeKiat! perhaps you dont remember, but we had our tough moment during form4 camp, and thank godd both of us survived with such a lao lan patrol! and sincerely, I miss your joke!

I miss ang + william + zi khai! with you all around, laughter never ends!

I cant remember when s the last time that i laugh happily here.

crack some joke for me can?

I miss jinsiao as well! teasing him and bully him make my day!

I miss yawdog! without you, my comp got problem how?

I miss haojie! the 4 rubbishes of Wawasan wouldnt be formed, without you and Menghong!

I miss menghong as well! perhaps we dont talk as much as we expect to be, but somehow i feel so comfortable when i see you that time! the ONS s power?

Did i miss out anyone?

But i do miss everyone! :)

Hasnie Seafood, water polo at my place, football at big stadium.

every moment we spent, is a valuable diamond in our heart!

I have to calm down! :(

2010-03-18T07:21:00.002+08:00

I have bad temper.

inherited from my dad i suppose.

I know since young mummy had been trying to control my temper.

I know until now, my temper is still bad, but I am trying my best to control it.

right now, i need something to let me beat! :@

I hope to shout loud loud.

I remember Henry's arrogant face when he scored a few seasons ago.

The best way to shut people up and to show your quality and frustration is: ACTION!

2010-03-16T09:54:00.003+08:00

Exam's approaching sooner than I've expected.

I thought I'd have more time to prepare.

I know I cant screw this up. 1 Month to prepare everything.

I dont believe luck in exam - I believe in preparation.

If you get the questions that you want for exam, thats not luck

That's because you're smart enough to spot it.

my logic:P

so, i should really start spoting Questions now. XD

I always think about what I missed, and I think that was my driving force - never be satisfied with what I've done

from my idol - Thierry Henry :)

I'm still hungry for it. I need to get the results I want.

and hopefully, at the end of the day:

Shouting for Success!

Birthday Wish

2010-03-10T04:49:00.001+08:00

My sister’s birthday is another 2 days to go. Everytime when her birthday is approaching, I will automatically start thinking of my birthday wish.

Perhaps I read too many story books, perhaps I am too unrealistic, but I do, always believe that:

BIRTHDAY WISH WILL COME TRUE

Since young, everytime my sis’s birthday coming, I will start to panic. What should I choose to wish on my birthday.

When I was 8: I hope I can grow taller. I want to be as tall as Kevin (one of the Backstreet Boys)

When I was 9: I hope I can “jump” PTS. My sole aim last time was to be better than my 3jie. Haha

When I was 10: I hope I can use my left hand + left leg equally as my right – so that I am a genius! J

When I was 11: I actually wish that my classmates and I all can end up in same school. That was impossible though, because I ended up in boys school.

When I was 12: I hope I can be like Beckham – I mean physically. :P hahahahah

When I was 13: I think this is the best wish I have made: I hope my family is always happy and there will be no conflict between family members

When I was 14: I hope I am as good as Thierry Henry – football is really my life!

When I was 15: I hope Tan Weiyi will like me. Hahaha. That is when my life started going downwards

When I was 16: I actually hope my Ketua Activity post can stay with me forever.

When I was 17: Another wish regard to my family: I hope my dad and mum can stay healthy and wait me to earn enough money for me to bring them travel around the world and stay in big big house!

When I was 18:

When I was 19:

I made the same dream for the past two years. The dream that will never come true: however I achieved part of the dream and the dream had left me, forever.

As I am happily think back of all the wishes I made, sadness creep in. I know I cannot afford to make the same wish again.

Tay Zi Li: make another wish, k?

And yes, I believe wishes will come true. J

I feel like a 2nd Wayne Bridge.

2010-02-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/2831364/John-Terrys-affair-with-Wayne-Bridges-girl-Vanessa-Perroncel.html

i feel like Wayne Bridge.

i hope i am not.

just like the Imperial Mnite s drama, the indian gal said:

i want honesty, thats all i want :(

too many incidents happened and i cant digest it.

the moment when all his teammates supported him during the Chelsea match, i knew deep inside my heart, i miss ONS.

i suddenly feel i need their support.

and right now: i quote a Show Luo's lyric from Zi Wo Cui Mian.

the current humour that i presented to everyone, is just to cover sadness and my broken heart.

p/s: i really need to learn hypnotise myself. i need to Zi Wo Cui Mian!

Happy Birthday Delwyn! :)

2010-01-28T03:07:00.002+08:00

I should blame you?

if not you, I wont feel empty in LL.B - cause i might think that it is normal once i m away from my hometown

if not you, I might think that walking alone, study alone is normal once i m away from my hometown.

BUT because of YOU,

Im like lacking hand in LL.B

A wonderful Pre-U afterall isnt that great huh?:P

You painted my Pre-U, and continue painting it with the limited time we spent together after that :)

I owe you a birthday present, i know :P

but i dont owe u a card now

proud mou coz you are the 1st person I write a post on for birthhday!! :P

dont say i treat sexy legs extra good liao

EQUALITY BETWEEN FFFRENS!

haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2010-01-15T06:06:00.002+08:00

Its in English.

Human sucks. We like to talk about people, gossip, comment and complaint.

Whatever we see, its always something bad. And we dont like to keep it to ourselves, instead, we talk. We spread, we want to get approval from people on what we think.

She sucks; she s the reason behind the breakup; she is not a good girlfriend.

For once, I belongED to that category: the one that likes to comment.

That is how stupid we are: without knowing the whole story, without seeing the whole picture, we made conclusion.

I guess my science subjects' result because of this too: we dont carry out the experiment, we made conclusion once we see the question.

We dont look at the whole picture, whats unknown, we ignored.

Pathetically, that is how we are.

We did not care how the one got attacked from feel, we care for our pleasure, for our conversation.

We didnt realise people remain silent doesnt mean they dont disapprove what we said:

We, sadly, live in our own fantasy.

It was all when me myself experienced it, I've learnt.

I had that perception before even though I did not say it out,

and it proved to me it was a big slap right on my face.

I realised what happened on me, might well happen on other people.

For the victim, cheers, we know ourselves what we have done, and what we had.

For gossipers, continue living in your fantasy: comments, gossips. .

You're more pathetic.

2009-05-14T13:22:00.003+08:00

Darling,
能做的不多，只能默默地
给你鼓励，希望你考得好
除了加油，我又能给你什么了
真的很想和你一起
在同一个考场

不停的希望
那晚就写了好这封鼓励的信
但现在当你在读着时
也已经考完了
其实我很怕
下星期就到我考完了
接着。。。
我心不想想太多
很珍惜那晚和你一起读书的时间
尽管我帮不上什么
希望精神上有吧

今晚会来吗？
到你陪我了吧。哈哈
我真的很想念你
心想想，星期六应该也看不到你了吧

好了时间刚刚好
我在一点四十分
你还没进考场前
祝你考试顺利！

From,
Your Dear

2008-11-16T13:26:00.002+08:00

不同，一切也不一样了
那幅画
始终没有我
俏俏的
静静的
连背影也看不见

笨蛋
演好你的角色
那就足够了
不是你的，
就不要执著了

放了吧，
我看了一看
原来我还是幸福的

谢谢你们
我的朋友。。

2008-10-09T17:45:00.003+08:00

after see-ing the 2006, now 2007
XD

This picture i took with Rain, is the best i ever took. Look at brokeback mountain, but i really likethis pic!!!!Still think i didnt change at all.
I always anti-changes. dunno why.
my personality?

change?

2008-10-07T20:07:00.007+08:00

People said i changed alot. I am wondering. is it?
2006

I think Ang and Zi Khai change more than me lor. Ang's hair is much different, Zi Khai wont dress like this nowadays=p
You all waiting for more?See ChiaHui was much thinner last time. Neo look exactly the same only=pLook at Zhi Ang! last time was really " niao". His nickname given by me was 100% fit=p
And if you realised, look at my finger. 1+0 = 10. yes, number 10!!
Time flies. No matter what, muar is the place!

2008-10-06T16:18:00.006+08:00

I had updated my blog quite frequently, just that i didnt post it out.
Had tough weeks, and i hope they are over now.
And im getting used to without a companion.
Solo Solo Solo Zolo. Maybe my nickname shall remind me of being solo
Anyway, since im posting it, i shall dedicate it to
Tan Meng Hong
He is officially in Liverpool, UK now.Good Luck!

2008-09-15T14:31:00.002+08:00

just finished packing my stuff.. going off to office again
guess wat, Im going JB for a business trip with lawyers!!!!!!
should be tonight's flight
wish me good luck=p

Tag -- Four Four Two, The boy's a bit special

2008-09-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

1. Nicknames:
Zi Long, Joker, Bali, Ziki (its all bullshit) but if someone suddenly shouted joker in the middle of no where, i will turn back=p Chiahui used to call me "long ar" though

2. Team Supported:
Arsenal since i was 8 and till i die. the theme of my blog show how much im in love with Arsenal. I liked Lazio when Veron,Crespo were there. Barcelona and Atletico Madrid for Spainish team, of coz, Barca coz of thierry Henry

3. Strenghs:
Im fleet-footed, the ability to use both legs remain my strong play. I guess my intelligence on the pitch?

4.Weaknesses:
Everyone knows - my speed. im just too slow. and my strenghs, tough defender makes horrid time for me.

5.I play a bit like:
Adrian Mutu or a more attacking Zidane. Of course im nothing compared to them, but i think the style is alike. I like to cut in from left. Like wat Thierry Henry like to do, just that my speed is too slow!

6.Heroes:
Theirry Henry! I see him grow, now seeing him retiring=s

7.Highlights:
Two goals against Chung Hwa with my right ankle injured. Both goals scored by left foot, it was then i started learning left foot.

8. Lowlights:
Last year vs Chung Hwa. i was sick and i m pracitcally useless in the 45mins. it was really bad performance

Its really fun doing this. brings back all the memory. too bad none of my mates write blog=s Mr Lai Mun Onn, u wanna try it ?hahahahaha.. Yaw Theng, do this if u update ur blog

2008-09-09T18:57:00.003+08:00

And she's gone to Poland! I really hate KLIA, everytime need to control my emotion and you know wat, im going there again next week!!
Had a tough week, i wanna see the picture!

2008-09-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

当晚，控制地很好
要不是看到我好朋友如此伤心
也许连一颗眼泪都没有

那晚，控制地很好
不露出一点的失望和难过
她也不懂，生日快乐就好

照着镜子，好想有多一个自己
也只有自己才了解自己吧？

My weakness

2008-08-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

"You plan everything way ahead. Sometimes u can just let the things go, without planning it. Because if you planned it and failed it, you'll upset. thats not good"
Thats roughly what she meant. yes, im saying Crystal Gan! it was only last year i realised it. i shouldnt plan things too much. somethings must be planned, some are not. i thought i woke up. Sorry Crystal, i made the same mistake again. I should not have planned so much for this. It didnt work out. And i m upset. deeply.
Maybe thats what Cikgu Alina said when i was in Form 5 " kamu cakap boleh, buat tak baleh. Tay ZiLi hanya tin kosong" and Penny Wong agreed, though she said its her first impression only. maybe they are right.
Im always proud of my post in Scout last time. Ketua Activity. I planned all the activities in scout. i left with only one regret, failing the Gunung redang thing. And today is the second time i had the same feeling when i handed my post to Dong Yean that time.
History does repeat itself.
Its proven.

JooKim's farewell party

2008-08-17T22:02:00.015+08:00

14/26

i finally got back my pendrive 2day. parents came up from Seremban where they had functions. sisters had been here since yesterday, which means shop shop shop=p
Back to the theme of this post, Chua "Juki" had her farewell party last saturday. She is going off to Poland. JPA student. yeah, impressive since primary school. lets see, know her since standard 5, now . . . 8 years! Wanted to give her a surprise, but cilaka neo chi chi. $!#$@#%!@#$
Right before party, i only realise that i forgot to bring back my wax! see the hair after i bathe and preparing to go =s

Start of with JooKim, good luck and all the best in Poland ya. future doctor!And Muar ppl can take photo well huh=p wat a post, everyone! ZHithree "rubbish" of 5 Wawasan. And we continue to rubbish-ing.
Group photos=pHow can i forget to do my typical pattern? William did a perfect post with me=pThis is the best=p tsktsk.thats after party=p

Yeah, we need party. to gather everyone together=p next up, mengHong ?

2008-08-14T23:16:00.002+08:00

11/26
15 to go

cant wait for tomorrow, can wear casual to office=p sisters all coming up on saturday, means i cant go back muar. thinking of last week poor performance, really hope can go back and play again=s
finally got the RM600 from the firm, gotta banked in. haha. haven call shearn delamore yet. what kind of world is that, we work for them and they dun pay any! at least transport fee?
super disappointed that malaysia left chong wei in Olympic. Wong Choon Hann and Mew Choo threw away their game. KK and Boon Heong got no eyes to see. wasted my 2hours waiting for them yesterday. KK was so arrogant. hey you arnt the best in the world!

2008-08-11T21:28:00.001+08:00

8/26
18 to go

its getting tiring. all the hustles. Rm1200, rm 1200
and now im lagging. sis sms said that my pendrive was in my pant's pocket! luckily didnt spoilt. huuhhuu. eyes getting heavier. 2nite sleep earlier! hope 2mr s job wun be so bored.

2008-08-10T22:02:00.002+08:00

7/26
19 to go

omg, forgot to bring back my pendrive! cant upload on photos on saturday nite jookim's party and thursday award ceremony. garn.
as expected, football skills got rusty, legs were heavy, shot was inaccurate. "severely lacking of match fitness"
i realised muar gang should always have gathering. the last gathering we had was dhiraj's farewell, and wat? he returned after 1 sem in india, we had one semester without any gathering! tan meng hong, urs the next! make sure ur farewell party held!
p/s: lazy to go back to work. its getting boring. remind myself of 1200 again.

2008-08-08T20:44:00.002+08:00

5/26
21 days to go

at muar now, watching olympic opening ceremony
not too interested. waiting to go out later. cant wait.
huuuuhh. another 3weeks to go. time is flowing slow.
cant wait for futsal 2mr, without the wish though
and to my L1-ians in australia, how r u all?!

2008-08-07T23:29:00.001+08:00

4/26
22 to go

gone. happy. sad. thinking. emptiness.
choose one and bang.
hope worth the journey for dad n mum.
hope so.
and no prawn mee today. haih

2008-08-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

3/26
23 to go

i dun like the way taylor's act. called up my parents when i had double confirmed with them that they are not going ! whats so great about the ceremony! nothing! all the way from muar to KL then from KL bec again. aarrrggghh!
anyway, good thing is, im taking half day leave! escaping myself from the work.haha.i dun wan to be lawyer next time. hectic!
i wish i got doraemon, then i can have the time machine. will i ?

2008-08-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

2/26
another 24 to go

its always nice to meet up with muar-ians. had my dinner with jessica and eugene. long time never see her dy, and i said i was gotta have dinner with her since last week=p today only know that there are foods in asian avenue! not badXD so eugene, 8533 on 30th august ?haha
Arsenal scored lotsa goals the last 5mins of the game last season, never say die attitude was there. miracle sometimes happen. it didnt happen to me though. 10p.m creeped through, and i found nothing. final whistle gone, game is over. punishment time=s
its time to sleep. my daily routine is so simple yet so tiring. the news that we might need to work on saturday is not pleasant, not at all.

2008-08-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

1/26
another 25 to go.

realised i have a long time didnt update my blog.
i went to redang the week after my exams, the day after the trip, started working in a law firm.
im actually like the life now. wake up early in the morning, go to work, come bec in evening/ night time, eat, play comp awhile then sleep. hope keep myself continuously.
hope can go bec muar this week. i need to.

2008-07-17T19:03:00.002+08:00

It was early in the morning, when mum called me saying that daddy was in hospital
in China.
Mum was crying and i wanted to, too
But i cant.
Acted like i was strong, telling my mum not to worry, i was worried actually.

Handphone rang again.
This time is Zhun Kit, asking for my number, he was in college.
I guessed the results would be out too.
Nervous.
It turned out to be a good news.
I was happy, no doubt.
I was happy, my mum finally got something to cheer for while worry about dad.

It means a lot to me. If only dad didnt had anything
it will be better.
Anyway, there is always rainbow after the rain, isnt it ?

I reached my goal this time around, finally.
I was telling myself, why not give it a go.
Thanks for myself. Tay Zi Li.
You are there to prove people wrong.
And you got the reward for yourself.
I almost cry, indeed.
Perhaps its been a long time since i make them proud.

Out of expectation, never think that i can do better than what i expected.
I should be happy.
and yes i am.
if only my GPL and Criminal can get higher.

So muar people, one 'xi mi lu" for each of u all ?
I can afford rm1.2 though.
haha

2008-07-10T21:50:00.004+08:00

Criminal Law
i cant believe i screwed up my best subject. i was aiming to get one of the top in my class, but i think i will end up even failing! Guarentee one of the lowest in the class already. And i still cant get over it. All the hardwork and further reading -- gone
Contract Law
i must say, Ms Sunitha really inspire me. There is only one thing in my mind, i must get above 60 and get the surprise present from her. Im the only one who got this privillege.haha. nice huh? i think i did ok. hopefully can get the surprise prersent! thanks ms for contract law. it was the toughest subject, but when i got into the hall, it was like not that tough at all!
Tort Law
What you expect. i cant possible how many cases we need to remember for tort. hundreds and hundreds of cases without case list. nothing! and my brain is like blank when i got into exam hall. I think i managed to pass. Just.
General Principles Of Law
Tay Zi Li's prediction is always accurate. this statement i always say. 50% consider accurate? no no no.. seems like i gotta stop saying this phrase. anyway i prepared the 50%, so hopefully i can score it. i crapped alot in GPL. if its correct, 2nd upper is not a dream, if its wrong, i cant think of the consequences.

anyway, exams finally over! the joy was only 30mins. after that i feel the emptiness again. life is so pathetic when you are aimless. hmph. looking forward to busy myself with the law asia mooting stuff and august, attachment! thinking of what should i do in September. .
The smiles after exam. my Blog got photos after all!!!haha.

2008-07-07T21:37:00.002+08:00

i screwed up my criminal.
i put in extra effort
yet the answer i wrote out its like a student who never study
people say dont dwell over it.
i cant even answer to myself.
and people still thinking i will do well
as if i am so stupid that dunno where i stand
contract played important part
i badly needed a boost
it delivered.
i hope i didnt disappoint Ms Sunitha
i set the standard lower this time
and its more satisfactory as i didnt put in so high expectation
maybe im too much into it.
its not how much you studied
but how well can you answered
backfire me once and the remaining two,
wait and see
learnt a lesson and rearing to go

2008-06-27T19:18:00.002+08:00

Who wanna act as a supporting role in the series?
Me? obviously no.
i want to be the main actor, the main one.
the one that story cannot goes on without me.
but i learned.
to be a supporting role in a series can be tougher than the main actor.
maybe no one will notice,
maybe no one will ever know.
but without a supporting role, the series cant be completed.
im learning.
to be a supporting role,
maybe no one notice.

sometimes when the series is not meant for me,
perhaps if i take up supporting role,
my contribution can be even more.

1st time

2008-06-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

i was so happy!
i finally scored a direct header!!
wat a day!
the ball went out, i dashed into the area, william saw it. chip it, and i managed to glance the ball into the wrong side of keeper, top corner.
now think back, i thought i was celebrating like a baby!
haha. but i was really thrilled.
i scored once in KL, but the keeper got a hand to it
and i finally did it in Muar!
its really great to play futsal again.

i was somehow not in the mood, that brings me back to Muar.
and im happy!haha
comp broke down
cant update blog so often.

2008-06-13T07:59:00.002+08:00

exams starting in 3weeks.
the mood was not there. i mean exam mood.
seems like i didnt study much throughout the year (6months) and
all of sudden, im finishing my 1st year.
comp broke down, in lib now.
how i hope i can upload my photos
my blog had been dull.
next time then.
then is always something to stop you in whatever u try to do.
face it.

2008-06-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

it feels worst when u dunno what u r doing.
and i dunno what am i doing.
i try try try and keep trying
i wonder how come all joys and laughter creeping away from me
i start to ask myself, what i want actually
even myself cannot give the answer
its like a phantom
and i dunno what to do
now i must try to find an answer, the one that satisfies me.

2008-06-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

i keep silent. thinking and thinking.
im somehow lost the track, i dunno where to go.
one day and one day, it still seems so unclear.
i just want to finish the work, as soon as possible.
and i realised its been a long time since i played futsal.
i just wan to play, now.
no, i cant

2008-05-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

this the 1st time i updated my blog twice a day?
somehow i find here can be the safest place to express, sometimes, not everytime.
just came back from law dinner, held in Sime Darby Convention Centre. i actually dunno the exact way to go there, from NKVE. i usually took LDP.hehe. Should i thank Rain? thank you lar=p i was so happy when i directed frens to reach there!
the law dinner was okay, better than what i ve expected. a few hours of entertainment was really good.
wanted to do my WC now, but . . . . .
hey i feel so much better when i said it out!haha. thank you.
2mr must be productive. i must finish the 1st part of WC. its a promise to myself.

2008-05-30T16:41:00.003+08:00

i remembered the 1st time when people praised about my ability to act was in Standard 3. i told my teacher that if i want to compete in the competition in mediacorp, i can easily get the champion without any difficulty. My teacher actually agreed. Yes, that was me in primary school. Confident and arrogant.
My talent to act continued in Form 2. I acted as William Hung is a drama for MP. For me, acting comes naturally. The drama i directed in Form 4 still become my pride and passion.
I was wrong. To know that i cant even hide it when i supposed to, i failed completely.
The calmness was missing. The joy, too, was missing.
The smiley face was so fake.
I would be kicked out in the preliminary round if im entering into the acting competition.

2008-05-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Its unfair. Different standard.
Its just like being cheated.
I cant believe it.
How could it?
Fine, maybe im the one dunno the rules.

WC is killing me.
i read read read
think think think
still nothing.

somehow i hope to see you.
tomorrow?

2008-05-28T17:21:00.001+08:00

很失望
到最后才知道原来从一开始就错了

2008-05-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

things had been extremely calm for the past week, i mean emotionally.
i basically stuck in my room for most of the time. either watching conan, study, reading cases or listening songs.
like i said, i love to work. busy keeps me happy.
i will have my mooting tomorrow. i hope it will be fine.
i dun like been replaced/ substituted. this is not i should get after all.
im not when you want you call me, when you dont want you dump me.
im always 1st team, dont put me to the bench and expect me to score when you are losing.
im suppose to be in the 1st 11, bringing you the victory since the beginning.
since you put me in the bench, please let me leave.
thank you.
i dont like been changed.
im changed
and i have change too.
byebye.
it's over

2008-05-22T16:53:00.001+08:00

Finally i passed up my criminal assessed work 2day. i somehow not dare to print out the paper in the library 2day. after all the efforts put in, i still feel that there is something missing, to tink of it carries 20% of my final marks, its really scary.
anyway, at least it has passed. now gotta work for the moot next week. i know it will be a good training for us , the future lawyers, but i think it come at the wrong time. writing credit is knocking the door, and its a subject. i have to prioritize on it=s

2008-05-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

im tired. really tired. i can feel the pressure.
good thing for me usually, keep myself busy
overwork not that nice though.
im overcoming everything, now.
next week? i shall think next week.
writing credit prevails over mooting
man prevails over destiny
went to parliament=p i'll be there one day again, different status

2008-05-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

7th of May, time flies. many tutorials and assignment and moot and writing credit coming up. gotta be busy. so this post is just to make sure that i ll at least have some entries in May. trust me, i ll be really busy=p
Flamini gone. I always think that he would stayed as he is guarenteed a first team place. Wish him at the best in the future as he had done a great job this season. Its time for Diaby and Denilson to step up.
Going back Muar again this weekend again as Mothers Day is on this weekend. Cant wait for another futsal match
Hope everything works for me this week. All the best to myself
Pic of today : Looking forward in different way.

Think twice

2008-05-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

近看

2008-04-30T18:05:00.003+08:00

我对彩虹说
我喜欢站在高的地方往下看
看着一群群的人在下
看得好远
我在上边
是野心
我也不知
只知道可以看得很多

这次
我站在最下边
看得不多
也只有前面的几个
好多好多在后面的
我看不见

我失望吗
不
我没有
才发现
原来只看见前面的几个
看得很清楚
很了解
比站在上边
看得好多
但连在最近的都看不清
更充实
更实在。

22th april

2008-04-22T14:46:00.002+08:00

its going to be a long day. planned, satisfied, and sleep.
till i open my eyes again, everything is just beautiful.
getting closer and closer, fading without a notice given.
come on, next time perhaps.
i have my own ideas, my name is ZiLi

Serve, and served.

2008-04-21T20:13:00.004+08:00

its 21st of april, its chiaHui s birthday 2day. 19th. old sial. =p
yeah, one year gone just like that. too bad tis year we dont have a joint party. apparently mine and his is just 3 days seperated. we did birthday together for the past 2 years, always a successful one. how i hope i can have a party this year, its time to gather all the friends together. but due to some reasons, there wun be one this year, i know chiaHui wanted to, so do i, but....sorry ar=p
ZhiAng was saying he would wish chiaHui earlier than i. it didnt happen though. im always punctual, haha. i will go back in May, u said u gotta treat me.haha. sometimes i serve, sometimes u serve?

2008-04-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

i had a 2 and a half hours break yesterday.wanted to call kv to ask where is he, its been a long time since i last saw him,imagine, we r in the same college. ended up eating with classmates and played pool. they suggested to go to the ADP library, which is far better. i sensed that i shouldn't be going there( thats why i asked them to play pool).
indeed, i ended up hiding myself. i just look from far. i saw a happy face, smiling, talking to frens. there is one, no, two. or maybe more. seems like settling well. thinking not to disturb, i walked out the library. its hard to describe the feeling. the distance was so close, yet so far. i should be happy, at least that she is not alone, good.
im easily swayed by emotion. pull the trigger, blump. my friend was asking me whether i can be quiet for 10mins. i can quiet for the whole day. i always tink i m me when playing ball. or in my room.
i got 56 for my contract, surprisingly, i got the highest! joint highest, with kristine. haha, i never expected it. but see, 56 is the highest, its like just pass half the mark.haiz. i dun really happy though, m i peaking now? i always tink that i m sort of bell shaped people. if i reached the peak, i ll fall down soon. i rather i fail. like tort. then i ll have the determination to work for it. ok, had been wasting my time playing FM and reading blog. now its time for contract. u see, im not that lazy!haha

2008-04-14T22:51:00.002+08:00

This post is for William, since he requested it.
Okay,final score, 2-1.
He called me during half time. i said the most Arsenal could get is a draw and most probably MU will win. Arsenal perhaps have a glimmer of hope if the scoreline kept at 0-0 until Wenger brings in Walcott.
it came through.
Arsenal did score 1st, i told chiaHui dun happy so fast. yeah ,MU equalised within minutes.Sloppy defence brings them into trouble again. by the time Wenger intro Walcott, 1-1, the momentum is on the MU side dy. A great freekick, nothing keeper can do.
so to my thoughts.
i think Gilberto maybe lack of match fitness which cause him to act slow. Gallas sometimes reckless. Toure has been outta form since ANC. Song is the only surprise that not so surprise. like i said, very good players brings u 2nd or 3rd place. Ronaldinho seems available, why not have a try? Samir Nasri and Benzema still in French League, get them out!

its comma, not full stop

2008-04-06T23:27:00.009+08:00

They made my SAM life colorful. they did.

Yeah, they are in the plane now. will reach Sydney on 6 10 morning on 7th of April. They, not he. its plural. joeZer and szeZhan (its kind of weird to call his name - foo), yes foo, are going to Australia. it will be a year the next time we meet. Futsal, party,pyramid all ran through, passed. i hope i can see foo in sep, he will be coming back for his grandpa's bday for 2 days.

i really cherished the time we had in SAM. we never lose contact after SAM, we will continue that, arnt we? i will be keep my eyes open to see whether they online in MSN. Its a comma between us, full-stop? never! the essay never ends like this.

Qi Yue Qi Ri Qing- 七月七日晴

2008-04-04T00:15:00.001+08:00

Intro another song. Very nice. Everytime when i feel bored, this song keep me companied.

A scene, a thought and a disaster.

2008-04-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

Wednesday perhaps be my last time of seeing Joe be4 he n foo leaving to AUstralia this sunday. After futsal, chiahui was with me and we went to Rain's hz to watch Arsenal, kicked off at 2;55 a.m
We took approximately 1hour30mins to reach PJ. What a good public transport system Malaysia has.=s
A scene. i was reading my beloved Contract Law textbook in RapidKL when suddenly chiaHui walked up and gave his seat to a pregnant lady, yeah i actually noticed that lady came on the bus but i never really notice that she was pregnant.( i was too concentrate on my Contract?=p) Chiahui is always a good guy. the bus was packed. next, an old man with a crutch came on. yeah i knew its my turn to do it. i did. Next there is a blind couples board onto, no one actually give away their seats!WTF i was thinking. Finally a women of early 50s i guess gave away hers, and an Bangledeshie did the same.
A thought. i was ashamed with the scene. in the whole rapidKL there are simply more than 30seats, why cant others that supposed to give seats give? i saw a security guard (young), a few Indians, Some Malays. why we need a woman at 50s to give away hers? why cant the security guard did? why cant Malaysians automatically give their seats and a BAngladeshie where often discriminated did such thing? i felt ashame.
A disaster. Arsenal drew again. again they are not supposed to draw. Referee, open your eyes. stop denying Arsenal.haiz. i got nothing to say as i thought Arsenal performed well, so did the fans and everyone except the referee.
Everything might just gone after your denial. i just hope you dun regret too long. =p

The day when i see the possible revival of Total Football

2008-03-31T18:14:00.003+08:00

Half time, 2-0 down, 1 man off. Come back seems impossible especially when ur not winning for 5matches in the BPL.
U need something special to do it. Wenger did.
On the hour mark, he bravely intro Adebayor n Walcott into the pitch. and its all different.Monsieur Wenger took off Senderos, centre back, to subs with Walcott. an attacker.
by then, Arsenal shift Toure to the centre, with Gallas. in Fact, walcott was asked to play as Wing Back with Clichy. so the formation seems to be 2-5-2.2 defensive players as seen in the formation wise, but when Bolton attack, Clichy drop back, Walcott, and Flamini too. make it 5-3-1.
Basically, Walcott was alone on the right flank. i could see Gallas in the penalty box of Bolton, where Flamini dropping back to fill his gap. Adebayor drop tp the left, while Hleb and fabregas make forward runs. look at the 2nd goal, it was the initial Flamini shot that lead to it. yeah, even him attack. see where was Walcott, in the penalty area also, a wing back. but Van Persie, a striker, was way behind the goal.
that was the essence, everyone can attack, everyone can defend. defender attack then attacker drop back to defend. with the change of position, it make the defenders diff to defend. we couldn't see the diffrence between 10men or 11men. becos everyone is covering each other.
i watched the only Dutch game of 1988 2yrs ago, TOTAL FOOTBALL. one match and i m in love. A shadow of that is enough for me.
Final score, Bolton 2- 3 Arsenal

The strong one doesn't always win, the one who wins is strong"

2008-03-20T00:39:00.006+08:00

this is the phrase used by Franz Beckenbauer, the 1st player who played the position as "sweeper". though in modern games, the position seems to be out dy, but frens that play FM should know this position.

i personally very like this statement.
i heard his interview about his famous statement. i was totally admired with his thinking.
who cares if u r considered the so-called "strong", u don win, u arnt strong.

people will only remember the winner. there will only be a winner, a strong team, a strong player.

of course i think this not only applies in football, but in real life too. the one who wins is strong.

its a encouragement for me actually, before giving any fight, no one knows who is strong.

Since young, i always think i need to equip myself to be strong, then be a winner, which sometimes makes me arrogant. now i know that, there are many factors leading to success. just being "strong' wun bring u to anywhere. at the end of the day, the winner is strong. u r not strong if u have not won.

People might think its sounds extreme, maybe i didnt use the proper English to present my thoughts. i m too lazy to type out in Chinese

i put it in chinese : 强者不一定胜，胜者是强的

strong businessman in making =p Come on!

Stop playing us --> my views and my thoughts

2008-03-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

Arsenal drew again last night. again, against a lower team. Everyone was saying that it comes to the stage where Arsenal are dropping in the title race, conceding it to MU. Well, maybe. But there is something i would like to say here.
Referee is playing his part in the title race!
i ll take last nite match as an example.
Adebayor scored a perfectly goal ruled offside. the referee was within 5yards away, yet he looked to the linesman, who is around 20yards away for advise. he was in an offside position, but the ball played to him was the opponent, not his teammates! hey mark halsey, did u pass your referee lisence test?
To the goal scored by Middlesbrough, the referee awarded free kick to them when he ruled that Adebayor fouled. it was a mere body contact and he blew it. shortly after the goal, Eboue was checked by Pogetetz in the area [ much worse than the contact Adebayor made that constituted to a freekick], and he said play on!
My point is, Arsenal could have won the game easily, but the referee spoil the game.
i wun be argueing if this is the 1st time i feel referee gone against Arsenal.
Against birmingham [where Eduardo broke his leg], its never a penalty for Birmingham. Clichy clearly touched the ball, perfect tackle. it was further affirmed by Martin Tyler, the most influencial commentator in premier league.
The impact u all see here is 4 points, but its not the case actually.
imagine if Arsenal collected all 3 points in these matches, their confidence is high, there are still leading the table. in the road for title race, mental plays the biggest part.
okay, i m not putting all the responsibility on the referee but merely stating my dissatisfaaction on the standard of referring we had in the last few weeks, especially it all went against my team.
i'm predicting MU to be the premier league champion, Barca or MU the UEFA champion.
Arsenal need another season, and a natural left winger. i stated it many times. Mr Wenger, are you aware? Downing is an option.
Football is the field where i release my anger and frustration.
Back to contract now. =)
i hope there is a surprise 2mr, i hope. stating again, hope

Dhiraj's farewell

2008-03-05T19:53:00.012+08:00

i was back in muar last week, mainly to attend Dhiraj's farewell party. he is going to India to further his studies. Another fren gone. Haih. i'll let pictures do the talking.

Cam-whoring before the party. notice that the hair was ok.

Joker singh and i..

The shirt that everyone of us signed in. i personally think its quite nice!haha
Us! its nice that almost everyone was there

Again!

See my hair, sucks! the wax was totally useless. haha. anyway, 4 rubbishs of 5wawasan with dhiraj

Gathering [L1]

2008-03-03T18:27:00.008+08:00

Yeah, we had a gathering at rain's house. its been quite a long time since i last saw Crystal. really long huh? i mean i used to meet up with joeZer,rain, foo, delwyn etc. its nice to meet WeeJeen again=p many couldn't make it though. Eng Yeou, Jean, Carlye. hey where r u all? ok Jean was in Australia dy. =s

Here is some pics taken.

Us! the last time we took photo together should be 2 months ago?

Wee Jeen and i..looking for the future in seperate ways.

Crystal and i.. she just cant leave TIMES of her begXD

Me and Rain. Glad that we keep in touch always!

Me and delwyn. should have come Taylor's huh? anyway, i like this photo.hehe.

Random pic.haha

It's really nice to meet up. When is the next gathering?

Eduardo's injury --> my view and my thoughts

2008-02-28T00:19:00.006+08:00

i guess everyone knows about the tackle that Arsenal no.9 Eduardo Da Silva suffered last saturday. it seems like a serious injury that would probably ends his career. right until now, there is still no guarentee on when he can come back into action. here is some pictures on the horror tackle from Martin Taylor.birmingham's defender.

i couldnt find the photo published on The Star last sunday. that picture will tell everything. but the 2nd picture here shown that his leg is broken. look at the bottom part of the leg, and the socks. its just sad.below's picture is a clearer one. the injury was so severe that Sky Sport don even wana show the replay.

okay.

talk about the tackle.

i personally think its a bad tackle, deserved a red card. suspension wise, i think 5matches would be sufficient. though i was angry with that tackle, taylor used one-foot to tackle, not two foot. and the fact that he did not "fly" into the tackle impliedly tell me that he did not intend to hurt Eduardo. i assumed that its just an accident

about the injury.

i think its bad.especially hurt for forward, as inevitably, their pace would be affected. the picture tells how severe the injury is

about his future.

it dont look convincing. we have examples of alan Smith recovered from injuury but sold to Newcastle. we have Djibril Cisse recovered from injury, sold to Marseille.so i think that Eduardo would recover, his career would be safe. but his Arsenal days might be ending.

i wish all the best to Eduardo for quick recovery. i hope to see him wear Arsenal jersey, runs, sprints, shoots, scores.All the best

2008-02-20T20:40:00.001+08:00

And 2day news was saying that Martin Palermo is joint top scorer in South America.
Clap Clap Clap.
im always impress with his positive thinking.!

3rd time

2008-02-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

Everyone hopes to do something successfully in one-shot.
If fail once, they hope they can achieve it by the 2nd chance.
Sometimes, there might be a 3rd chance, sometimes not.
Theirry Henry voted the World Footballer of the Year Runners-up for 2 times, he said, i will come back and get on the 3rd attempts. IT never happen though.=s
People talking about capitalise chances, else you wont go far in anywhere
Sometimes, there might not even be a 2nd chance, typically, all exams based in Malaysia are the examples.
In the other field, football for example,
when you missed a chance, there might not be a 2nd chance to score again in the same match
Martin Palermo missed 3 penalties in a same match in COPA America remained a joke in football.
Yeah, people looked back, laughter still can be heard.
I was impressed though, with him, his teammates.
him for missing the 1st, he had the courage to take the 2nd in the match, after 2nd missed, again, he steadied himself to take the 3rd.
He missed, unfortunately.
His teammates, for putting faith on him even though he missed twice.
To the positive side, he still taking penalties now.
Darius Vassell, English player if you dunno about him, currently playing for Manchester City. You might just known him as he scored against MU last week.
Who remember that he missed a penalty for England against Portugal in 2000?
he was a young lad that time. since then, his football career downswing and never look to recover since then.
BAck to my life.
i failed my driving test for 2 times.
Friends mostly laughed at me sarcastically. If i said i m totally unaffected, i would be lying you.
i dont really mind though, maybe i just not meant to be a talented driver?
Actually, this the 1st time i felt i failed so badly in everything gone in my life. In other things, i always at least reached a satisfactory level, at least to myself
Who(even myself) would thought that i will fail twice.
i was seriously thinking: what if i fail the 3rd?
i knew my mum was very disappointed.
she felt its very tiring to travel bec on monday and travel again bec to KL on tuesday is very wasteful
who to blame for, i didnt capitalise on my chance.
i remembered when i failed the 1st, chiaHui was saying, dont bluff me i know u passed.
i felt bad. its a faith shown by my buddy.
Sometimes a simple sentence ran outfrom your mouth might have a effect on someone, who knows.
i hate doubts on me.
i want faith shown on me
its like the same thing in football.
everytime when i wanted to shoot, zhi ang would shout "Goal"
he anticipated goal when i get into the dangerous zone and shoot.
okay, sometimes i missed alot.
but its a kind of faith and makes you feel that you are supported, ur teammates, frens are behind you for something.
maybe he himself dunno i actually like that kind of support.
its a without-word-encouragement.
i hate liars who said you are superb but then at your back saying come on, he sucks

Its a bullshit post which describe my feeling now.

P/S: i've done it, next is to kiss a gal?hahaha

风筝

2008-01-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

放风筝时，是美好的
线段了，风筝就自己飘了
放风筝的人，会不舍得
美好的感觉
也跟着风筝飞了
放风筝的人，也许会追着段了线的风筝
跑着跑着
放风筝的人，也许不知
静静的看着风筝自己飘
让它随风去
也是美好的
或许说
更好。。。。。

Recovered!

2008-01-26T16:25:00.000+08:00

i went to see 鉄打 this morning. felt uncomfortable with my knee. Guess why?
i only have myself to blame for. when my fren wanted to strike a ball and he totally miss-skilled, i laugh. Just when i starting to laugh, "ha", i heard a sound. its from my knee. i knew something happen
however it didnt affected me until i bathed and wanted to sleep last nite.i cant scretch my leg. haih
luckily i was just a minor twist of knee, after he helped me to relocate my knee, i ask him to look at my ankle.
i vividly remember one friday at the end of form4, i badly injured my ankle, all thanks to yaw dog for his tackle ! i remembered when i was striking the ball, he slided in. i saw the ball going into the net as i falling down, but i got no mood or whatsoever to celebrate. i shouted. it was pain like shit. that time most of them didnt notice i injured as a goal jus scored. but then when they took off the boot, i cant move my ankle.i remembered William shouted at yaw dog :" you sunday want become striker is it? tackle like shit wan people die meh?"i think i scolded yaw dog also. now think back feel so childish. who would have intented to injure the other.
the next day when i went to school,(got extra class on saturday) my ankle is like an egg. so big! nite i went for movie with frens,i cant walk properly.
Sunday after the match with Chung Hwa, i played with my left leg
After the match, i remember doctor said the injury wun cure so soon. its a bad injury.
since then i always wear an ankle guard when playing football/ futsal
and now today, he turned and twisted my ankle, he said that my ankle has no problem anymore! yeah i was so happy!! but i will continue to use the ankle as he recommend to continue to do so to protect the "soft" ankle.
Looking back, i actually should thank yaw dog for that tackle. after that i forced myself to use left-foot more often in order not to aggravate the right ankle.
anything bad thing happen, there is always a good thing accompany. dont get beatendown on any challeges!

Days without theirry Henry -- 213th day

2008-01-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

Arsenal just suffered the heaviest defeat in about 2 years?
Though its just a CArling cup ( spurs, u want the cup? take then =p), somehow i believe if Henry is in, this thing wun happen
or i should say this defeat make me think of him.
Arsenal has been going "too" well i should say, a heavy defeat hope can wake them up, they haven won anything yet!
i can feel Fabregas is getting arrogant, Walcott is not developing upon expectation. Van Persie not playing as "Henry- successor".
yeah, maybe they now more prone to teamwork, but i still feel there is lack of leadership in the team. a talismatic man is missing
Henry, we miss you!!
i believed like u said, u will come bec here 1 day!
we will wiat for u!

2008-01-13T12:29:00.000+08:00

hello to 2008.Yeah, a brand new year
2007 is a memorable year, things happened and passed.
2008 will be great, (i hope so=p)
i'm starting my degree as a law student in Taylor's, currently only studied for 1 lesson, i still don't know whether i can cope with it. i have 5 subjects this year( year 1), but actually i wuill finish my YEar 1 in july.Hectic! and each subject's textbook is just like a small dictionary! hope i don need to eat in all the text books.haha
i talked to JiYan the other day, she is still 17, same as me!haha. this year i will turn 18, adult! its nothing to cheer about for me. i always like to be a children, small. as i grow up, more and more happiness will silently runaway from me. 18! and its age for me to take care of myself =s i know i m dependant. can i stay childish forever?

Intro another song to my frens. watch the MV. again, i feel this song is super nice. from different point of view to listen to this song will have different feeling. i m not gonna intro the songs i like that are famous. i share this "not-so-famous" with u all. hope u all like it
oops, forgot
this song is from SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG -- WO BU HUI CHANG GE

Cheng Feng-- Wang Lan Ying

2008-01-04T15:12:00.000+08:00

i super like this song, its very nice to hear. i think maybe this song not that famous, so i would like to share hear. listen!

SHOW

2008-01-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

i think everyone knows i like show luo zhi xiang or in chinese 罗志祥。
Of course the artist that i most admired is JAY CHOU, SHOW considered 2nd place gua.haha.
i remember i starting to like him when he starred in "romeo" v o di. Then when he released his 2nd personal album "DA REN" SHOW, i was attracted to his dancing skills. yeah, many people like MACHI, RAIN.somehow i feel the way they dance a lil too "strong", Show's dancing was like more gentle, and more "convenient" to watch. And most importantly, he always smile when he dance, make people happy to watch him dance too.
not just his dancing skills, i realised some of his "slow" songs quite nice to hear too.
He said before :"i like to show"
yeah, i like to see him show also
as time goes on, his dancing skills is improving.
i remembered last CNY when we were in kayVin's house, i watched him dance until i shouted! Kayvin's mum was like " what's wrong with u? what happen?"
yeah, watching him dance is a pleasure. like wat William said before, SHow got his own style

he is good in acting too. "Corner With Love" is simply best. And this series has important meaning to me too =p
he is talented and with the hardwork he put in, he succeed now
i hope 1 day, i can show like him. everything...
Like SHow said :"sharing is beautiful, sharing = happy". maybe that's why i like to sing.Everyone has dream, so do i.

China Camp

2007-12-31T11:15:00.000+08:00

took this outside the airport.i din know "shen Zhen" is just 30mins away to Hong Kong!

delicious breakfast there.

famous "xiang zi" bridge. its a bridge where the centre part is made up of boats. at nite time, the boats will remove, letting the other boats to pass through. at day time, the boat will form like the pic, to let people walk pass! its simply superb

"gu cheng qiang".To protect the town from japanese army last time. it just like what we saw in the movie!

went to the kampung area where my ancestors lived.
hahahaha.toilet without door, u dare to release here?hahahahahalike i promised, i will upload the photos i took in china. a camp without friends and family =s.

10days is a great experience. exposed myself to the culture of china. i started to admire our ancestors, come all the way from china.To go back and take a look there is great!

King & Prince

2007-12-30T10:37:00.000+08:00

The king is the one who rules the country.

he has 4 daughters and a son

A prince.

everyone thought that the prince live in a happy life, afteral, he is the only son the king has.

well, not everytime what we think is correct.

the prince cant remember when is the last time he and his father had a proper conversation.

the prince knew that whatever he did the king will have something to criticise about.

as it goes, the prince rather keep his things from the king

the king wanted the prince to study

the prince did

but whatever good results the prince got, he never get a compliment from the king.

as it goes, the prince dont even like to study

the prince s freinds always thought that he can organise thing, a princess from other country even said that the time management of the prince is superb.

the king devoted the prince
but he never try to understand what the prince think
he planned the path for the prince, where sometimes the prince has his own thought.
maybe the king has to let the prince to say out what he thought, maybe what the prince thought is better than the king thought.
the king rules the country, but doesnt mean he is a perfect person =p

Out

2007-12-29T15:51:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just like to go out from my house or my room
a sudden pressure i ll feel at home due to certain reasons
i like go out, find myself a breathing place
afteral i know that next year i wun haave much of the time to relax
the real challenge is up
thank god i still have one week of holiday
so frens, when i ask u all out, please come out k?
haha..jus kidding
again, as we gotta celebvrate yonghaw s bday 2nite, another year gone.
i dunno why i oways don feel good when coming towards end of the year
one thing, to my taylors frens, i start to miss you all again!

2007-12-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

i was about to update with my china trip's pictures..too bad my comp is just too slow..no point i update my blog abt china trip's without pictures rite?
time flies, a year gone just like that.
i still can remember last year when i was confusinf on which course to choose from.and now i finished my SAM. Law programme starting soonX(
no doubt, this year passed too fast.
to sum up, this could be my best year,in the sense that i think i learned many things this year.
ugly faces, ugly hearts
passer-bys
life-long friends
i regarded this year is a year that challeged friendships, dont u think?
i lost contact with so many of my friends, because its just too busy!!!what a hectic year and i cant imagine how busy it will be next year.
anyway to achieve a satisfactory results is good, i now can totlaly relax for this remaining few days.
a BBQ party at my hz to gather back our friends is good.wish every1 the best in coming years

replacement

2007-11-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

Henry left, there s Walcott fill his boot.
illusion
when things gone, they say there s always a replacement.
yeaH perhaps Walcott is Henry s replacement
afterall, both of them are pacey, skillful, right-footed and most importantly, their intellegence.
As Arsenal climbing to the top of the premier league table, people start to forget Thierry Henry.
maybe thats the replacement people talk about.
again, illusion
As the fans thought(including myself) that we can forgot about our talismatic man, actually we dont.
when i saw Arsenal missing something on thier left flank, which "made" Clichy to attack more and more, actually Arsenal is missing Henry.
yeah, we all miss him.
walcott? maybe a useful player to Arsenal, maybe the next legend, but one thing, he can never be Henry

yeah, illusion
thats our live, isnt it?
As the precious thing gone, we always trying to find replacement,
but i will remember,
i've lost it
there can never be a perfect replacement
and even till now
sometimes
i miss her.

will walcott be Arsenal legend?
.....

you all must be thinking i m crazy coz this post is so random.
hope those who understand me will know the explicit meaning i like to share.
afteral blog is a plce we release on wat we thought

Lies

2007-10-23T09:09:00.000+08:00

i never like to tell lies.
i read a book, i watched "corner with love"
i remember xiaozhu said" u tell one lie, u need to tell another to cover your 1st lie. then u need the 3rd lie to cover the 2nd lie..it goes on and on"
i believed wat he said.
because i tell lies before
buti never like to tell lies

however, i was forced to tell lies yesterday.
which i don feel good at all.
and i know after that 1st lie, i need a 2nd lie to cover it.
mayb in circumstances, i will need to have the 3rd lie.
but, i believe
i had to tell lies
for this situation

luckily, the lies i said
managed to prevent a conflict from happening

and i tell lies,
because i don want my gang to seperate.

remember, we one gang of frens
that's forever.

Regrets.

2007-10-16T16:21:00.000+08:00

dun remember when s the last time i feel regret.
Regret over SPM?
yeah, maybe..afteral wat i got was wat i deserved.
recently, i regret over so many things in the time of 2 weeks i think
regret
now i know how much i hate this word
"wat if"
"wat if"
this 2 words keep cm into my mind.
ok, fine. i admit i lost.
please, those things that i not supposed to think
please leave me..

i remembered how many times i told my frens about my phrase
"my mind controls my action, not my heart"
well, after those incidents, i was wrong..
i m not strong enough to let solely on my mind to control my actions

please please
time
flies as fast as u can
then leave me alone..
i hate this type of feeling
i mean i hate

i wonder when i will learn the meaning of " immune"
hope soon.

We Are Chinese

2007-08-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

i remembered one day, Crystal told me that the reason of one ex-classmate, who been in out class for merely one day,changed to other is that he cannot stand that our class many people communicate in Chinese.
sorry to say that he himself is a chinese, and he felt irritated that people communicate in chinese. that's a joke. JOKE i mean.
i feel ashamed of him. who cares if he cannot speak chinese well, who cares if he dunno how to speak chinese. but i care, when he dislikes chinese, strictly speaking, the language he supposed to speak and use.
i had a lot of frens, who cannot speak chinese well, or cannot write chinese. but at least, they did try to communicate in chinese.

1st--> Ong Gerald
well, he is from a english background family. and his chinese is not really that good, but he knows he is chinese. Even though he knew that SPM results might be affected, he still took chinese. i salute you!! thats the chinese spirit!!

My good fren, MEngHong, though he dunno how to write chinese, he can speak well. more encouraging is that he even know many of the chinese idioms.and, he is learning. clap clap clap.
not forgetting jessica, huiyi, jolwee, henry koh.they all dunno how to write chinese, but they speaks chinese. i remember Huiyi was learning chinese thru SMS last time.clap clap clap.
In TayloRs, my class got a few frens also have poor command of chinese. again, i put my hands together to Carlye, who cannot speak chinese well. but she tried, and she always learning chinese. she is also from a english background family and she was in private secondary school. does she discriminate chinese? no! clap clap clap.

mayb i left out a few frens here, sorry. but this already shows that they appreciate chinese. they are learning chinese, they speaks chinese. we are chinese

To those people who are chinese but discriminate chinese, i am sorry to say, you are not fit to be a chinese. you should feel ashamed of yourself for disliking the language, the language you supposed to say.Chinese are respected all over the world, chinese is all over the world, many people around the world is learning chinese, so if you are a chinese, and you choose to ignore your own language, you are the most stupid kind of people in the world. i know i am mean, but i am saying the truth. i am very proud to be a chinese, speaks chinese. if you forgot your own culture, you are nothing but a rubbish.

爱过

2007-08-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

曾经我以为我完全放下了她
偶然间
我看见了一张熟悉的脸孔
突然间
有一股想冲向前的感觉
我在做什么
她现在离我好远
一张酷像她的脸孔
竟然让我回想起从前
我不知道她有时是否会想起我
或许会
或许不会
但也不重要了

我想起了一段友谊的离去
又想起了爱的抛弃
想起幼稚的我

伤痛依然
只能用幽默掩饰一切
内心的空虚
让它慢慢的霓上
请你要快乐
不再打扰

在远方的我
默默的想着爱着的你
偶尔的眼泪
淹埋在内心的你
又是否会听得到
还记得两年前的你和我
记得爱昧
记得伤害你我的人
记得敌人
记得曾经站在高峰的我
快乐的我
快乐的你
妒嫉你我的他们

保留你我的快乐
请你记得
保留我们的回忆
踏上旅程

祝你
惜福

一直爱着你的我。。。。。。

mature=unhappy

2007-08-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

well, i not dare to say myself to be mature. but as age goes, i can see myself more mature than i was in form 5.
and recently, i found myself think more maturely. which brings me to unhappy. KAtherine totally agree with me, as she also tought that times in primary school is the happiest.
i cant remember when is the last time i sing song in class HAPPILY like i was everyday in form5.
i cant remember when is the last time i smile for the whole day.
i cant remember when is the last time i have a sincere chat with my friend.
it seem all so unclear. happy quietly creeping away from me. i try to make myself happy, but i cant.
i remember around 1 month ago, when i go back muar play futsal, lim wee chew kicked at me deliberately. to my surprise, i didnt scolded him or what. i just get up, and that's it. when i backed at home, i though back, yeah,i did a great thing. its him who is childish enought to retribute on me on futsal pitch? what he gets? a lil happy to see my injured? too sad then because i don even lost my temper.haha.
i had a fren, i consider him as my fren, though i dun really like him. his name is Joe Lim. i know him because of futsal. though i dun like his personality, i always think that he is a good boy.but..recently, he started to smoke. and yesterday, i found out that he addicted to it, and smoke non-stop. i suddenly felt so angry that how come he become like this. we all know that much a packet of cigarette cost.haiz.
now i can just pray that all my muar gang dun smoke. at least now we all can proudly say that we all are not smokers! yeah!
finally, i had a nice week as the charity is a total success. i was so proud of muar that our otak otak got all the compliments. it was not my effort, but somehow i m proud of my hometown!!!i guess all muar-ians are, too.

the happiest event recently-- went to shou gong mian with my gang. though that nite only 8 ppl turn out, it was really fun!
the saddest event recently--> .................................................................
keep it secret..
overall, i just hope i can find a lil happiness 2mr night, coz i will be going class party!!lets hope it will be a success.

放生

2007-07-22T23:01:00.000+08:00

爱的时候说过的承诺
爱过以后就不要强求
从此分手不必再回头
各自生活
曾经孤单加上孤单是爱火
燃烧过你和我
如今沉默加上沉默更沉默
再没有什么舍不得...

nothing

2007-07-22T15:07:00.000+08:00

another week passed..
1st of all, got back my econs paper..14/20, B!B again..i was expecting 16/20.haiz.but then the only satisfactory will be that results is actually the 2nd highest in my classXD.Monday jessica jio go watch harry potter. frankly speaking, i thought : tak jadi de la..haha..who knows
wednesday, after coll, i was in pyramid, to watch Harry Potter!haha.its wasn't as nice as in the story book, but its quite nice too. mayb its because i m a big harry potter fans=p. after movie, Eugene jio me go eat steamboat dinner with william and ang with their TARC s classmates. i got to know Jack, Alan, Alvin, Jason, HEnry...can sense that they all very frenly.i felt a lil guilty for not joining JoeZEr and Foo for Futsal as they said one of their secondary school calssmate is back from Austria.next week then? oops cannot! next thursday i'll have my accounting test.
talk about test..lets see how busy will i be at the start of 2mr..

Monday: legal research, and MATH COMMON TEST. both killing
Thursday: Account Common test
Friday: deadline for ECon s group assignment..luckily, i am same group with MJ,my class rep. she is serious and no doubt, i will be motivated.XD

i haven done anything for my econ and accounting assignment.account assignment's due date is on 1st of august if not mistaken. its really too busy lately! SAM is killing!

cant believe that almost all my muar fren went back muar.haiz.
Saturday morning i went library alone. how pathetic. luckily Stella accompany=p ended chatting with her more than i do math. anyway i managed to finish my legal research, yeah!
had lunch with joeZer and foo Rain and weejeen, as they going for library. called eugene, found that he and yeekait went to genting the day be4.haha.i went bec USJ,took bus. how frustrating it is as i waited for the bus for a long time.herk.when i naping, eugene called and said he n yee kiat gonna come find me eat.yeah.after study math awhile, i was about to swim. then i thought: why dun i asked them to come swim also?then..

Night we went Straberry Fields to eat, TaiPAn. those who read jessica s blog would know the place. its a nice place to go. the food there is extremely nice for me. jessica wrote in her blog the food there is ok X(. we 3 talked alot then. watching japan vs australia by the way. ended up in penalties which japan won.haha.

as for 2day, its a total disaster. after finished my math s revision, i felt so bored that i m updating my blog now.haha.sorry to tingXin that i did not manage to join her in midvalley. anyway, wish myself all the best 2mr. for math, and everything...

back

2007-07-15T23:02:00.001+08:00

after disappear for more than 1month, here i am, back in blogging.haha. came back to USJ at 4 something from muar. got to spend a few weeks here.luckily last night zhi ang zi khai and neo came to my house to find me talk, i mean i will not feel too lonely after this as i had a nice, long chat with them.haha. finally, my 3jie came back from taiwan, she bought me a nice nike shoes which cant find in small, 50th years old MALAYSIA. got chance i'll post the pics of it here.
Thinking back of last few weeks, i actually feel quite happy, as i busied myself with my legal research, which now i've passed up the draft. it always nice to be busy rather than bored, right? and more importantly, my phone bill had reach the satisfaction of my dad, as he never complaint the amount of money i used after MARCH i think. Save $$.haha.
LAst week i had a class outting to watch transformer, which almost all of my classmates said that its nice. for me, its ok only. no offence=p maybe its due to i never watch it when i was small.
To football, which give me the most inspiration, my idol, thierry henry,left ARsenal, my favourite club. the 1st question that many people asked me is that whether i will stop support Arsenal, my answer is:" obviously, no!". though his departure might be due to the possibility of departure of monsieur WenGer, i think the real reason behind his departure should be the ambition of Arsenal. though i am a big Arsenal fan, i think the club is fading, which cannot fulfil the dream that henry persuading. i felt too sad and angry that i even did not go out limteh with my friends when i received the news that he is leaving. haiz. wat to do. but think back, life needs challege and excitement, isn't it? i wish him all the best in the future. the present that jessica cilaka gave me: a biography of Thierry HEnry. might be the last henry thingy i keep.

this can only kept as memory. King Henry, all the best. i'll cheering behind you, now and always__

ONS

2007-05-30T17:53:00.000+08:00

ONS player

1.Lee Jin Cai— Our team 1st choice keeper. Great reflexes and kept some one-on-one save. Improved a lot since form4. A reliable keeper. Kicking remains the main problem for him.

2.Ong Gerald—Right back. Hard tackler which sometimes scare the opponent. Born with great body. Needs to improve on stamina and perhaps marking.

4.How Lee Poh—defensive midfielder. Our captain, and no doubt one of the best. He is the bst tackler with great marking and heading ability. He is the soul of the team so far.

5. Teo Zhi Ang—left/centre back. Our team 1st choice left back. He has great stamina and speedy. A secret weapon which might kill any forward when he is on form. He needs to improve on marking and perhaps his confidence

6. Lim Wee Guan—right/centre back. He don’t have the shirt!haha but who cares. Again,he is a great tackle, with athlete speed. He is reliable and 1st choice full back. The only thing I can say is u need to come n play with us more often.

7. William lim—defensive midfielder. A makelele-style of player. Tireless at the middle of the field. A wall behind the defensive line. A strength and marking ability. He needs to have more accurate passer as it requires as a midfield

8. tey Kay vin—left wing/striker. The only pure left-footed player in our squard. Born with great pace and good in tearing the opponents defensive line away. Stamina will be a problem for him

9. yong hao jie—our team only pure striker.a rooney-typed of player.great advantage in the air,great header.great pace and everything required for a good striker. However, striker needs finishing

10.Tay Zi Li—attacking midfielder. Equally good in both foot made the defender to wonder which foot he will use. Curl some great ball and goal-instincted. I need speed!!and perhaps be more generous

11. Mavin yap—winger/attacking midfielder—the most skillful player with great pace.setting up chance for teammates and equally comfortable and the wing or any attacking position. maybe improve on left foot?

12.See Chia Hui—right back/centre back. Consider newcomer in our team, no doubt possess with great strength. Mentally stronged and use his advantages good. He still lack of football match practice, lack of experience.

13. Eddy Lim—goalkeeper/centre back. He is 2nd choice keeper and a great centre back. Great pace with great marking ability. Concentration remains biggest tunnel in front of him.

14. Tan Zi Khai—used to be an attacking player but since become defensive player. Determination is his advantages. He won everything when he is in form. Consistently giving energy. Need to pass the ball up faster.

16. Lim Beng Chun—centre-back. Solid centre back.calm and steady. Mentally stronged and does not drive into tackle. Great marker. Maybe defender needs a greater header ability

17. Neo Chi Chyn—defensive midfield/right wing. Again, determination. A great tackle together with lee poh. He posses the quality in the middle of the park. Spraying the ball to flanks made the team attacking sense smoother. Calm down guy!

19. Tan Jin Sheng—defender. Amateur player. However a fast learner and good in the sense of marking. Improve greatly and there are more to come in near future.

23. oh yaw theng—used to be keeper but since then become defender. Great passion on football. Put some great crosses before. Never-say-die is the spirit the we all wanted, and he gave us that. Still consider a new defender, need to improve in tackle.

Well, thats our best ONS united player. and above is my point of view, according to last year.haha.since then we never play in big field ady, how much i miss the time. and i speak out what i think about every player. got good and bad for each one. if you feel upset about wat i say, kindly tell me. i hope nobody will mind coz we all have our own weakness. hope all wun mind, coz we always the best!!yeah yeah.. the bad we cure it, the good we keep it!haha.
ONS player, what you think about each of our player?kindly post ur comment, and we improve! no critics no improve! wats good in our player?again, no compliment, no king! no offence here...

Answer

2007-05-26T00:30:00.001+08:00

1. it will be Tan Ai Mei. .
2. when 1998 world cup,8 years old
3. i got B for my science
4. i never really have big quarrel v chiaHui
5. i have 3 elder sister, and one younger sis

Do u get it right?
i hope u do..
its not tough though..

Nothing

2007-05-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

this week something bad happened.as both parties are my good fren, i wouls\d rather keep quiet, and hope everything will be fine soon. u can and might say i m a coward.well, to ur satisfaction , i m a coward.
since i realise blog can create so many problem.thus i shall talk anything about my frens next time. not even once.it wil be totally about myself.a true, naked ZiLi.
well,just to summarise the whole week.i just finished my exam, and now back in Muar. had a bad futsal game, i dunno why. sorry to those i scolded(did i scold?)haha.ok, i sure i will improve next time.
and finally,hope everything will be fine~~ chill!! n cheers!

Do you know me well?

2007-05-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

i am bored like hell..so decided to do this stupid things..

1. Who is the girl i like in primary school?(i admitted it last time)
A. Song Zhi Leng
B. Tey Xiao Yan
C. Tan Ai Mei
D. Katherine Kang

2. I watched football since i was
A. 7
B. 8
c. 9
d. 10

3. In UPSR,which subject i got B
A.Karangan bahasa melayu
B. English
C.Bahasa melayu kefahaman
D. Science

4. I never had big quarrel with...
A. wee guan
B. andrew chua
C.chia Hui
D. Lee Poh

5. I have how many sisterS?
A. 4
B.5
C.3
D.1

hehe..this jus the 1st posting..
Difficulty:easy

Will have another level soonXD
Kindly post ur answer in comments..please..
Answer will be revealed soon

rubbish

2007-05-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

when so few people in KL,its sad to say that i m one of them.anyway,quote a sentence from my idol~~Thierry Henry;" try something special to be at the top of the world"haha.i so hope to be back to my favourite bed,sleep.though i cant.haih.but at least my family is here.however,lonely creeping into my life,quietly and unnoticely...

luckily today got yawtheng here to accompany me.those who know me well knew that i cannot stand lonely.meet a fren from muar certainly make me feel better.who cares if you don reply my message?-_-' at least i have got one friend here.we talked quite a lot today.meet him at midvalley at around 12.then we 2 guys shop shop til around 4.time runs fast,anyway its really nice to meet him.when on the way back to hotel,i thought back the topic we talked while in midvalley.

Life is cruel,reality is cruel too.wondered why this world keep changing.i suddenly think back last time.i remember my record of sms the same person in one day is around 180.then i checked my inbox now,there's not even 180messages in my inbox though i haven delete my inbox for 11days.and i realised most of them are from kayVin-_-",which is all about where r u?later eat where?life changes isnt it?never mind,sooner or later i will get used to the life.久了就会养成习惯。

talk about friend,i suddenly asked myself a question.how many friends do i have?i remember long time ago in MSN.z3n asked me y my mood not good or something like that.then i said why you so concern?

z3n:coz u r my fren

well,its just a simple sentence.but it did crafted a deep deep sign in my heart,yeah,with this sentence,i knew you are my fren.i think maybe you yourself forgot that already.

i dun know wat am i crapping about here.anyway since its a diary,who cares?its mine.haha.

btw,i wont backstab people if he/she never offended me.but since u try to find matters with me,c'mon.i have more than enough time to entertain you.你老子我最近心情不好，别作我凸烂。